if only you know the real me...

Holy SHIT !!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-14T15:37:00.002+08:00

OH MY GAWDD.. Its been a centuries since the day i last posted in this blog.. Haha, I just don't know what really got into me. Basically at first, I was soo damn lazy to post, Then i forgot about blogging.. lastly, My computer spoilt. so It wasn't the time for blogging arhh. Personally i miss my blog soo much !!
Dn't you miss my blog too ?? haha. Kae kae.. This is just a warm up, Tommorow i'll update you all more about me alryte..

2007-07-09T15:31:00.000+08:00

The highlights of my life for the past few freaking days. (:

Well, First of all.. Sorry for not posting for the past few days. I didn't have the mood to post anything larhh coz there's nothing interesting happened. BUT today something happened that i must post it onto my blog to keep as a memory. <3.> Chemistry lesson, I didn't have the intention to disturb anybody at that time but my partner, Suffian, He decided to play a prank on Dini. I wasn't interested at first but he keep on asking me to join him on his prank. I said.

Me:" If you want to do it then do it larhh, Don't ask me to join you. "

Suffian: " Okay, you distract Dini and i'll take her paper under her desk."

At that time i wasn't thinking, So i just do my thing which is to distract Dini, She's distracted and Suffian got the paper he want. We were laughing our way, I took the paper and hid it under the desk behind me. After about a few minutes, Dini found her paper and took it back. We were shocked at that time but at last we decided to take it away from her again. This time i didn't distract her but Suffian just got michievious and got it by himself. I walk far away from Dini place so that she wouldn't suspect me. But she finally find out that her paper has gone missing AGAIN. This time, She look for the person sitting nearest to her ans that as me, She saw me sitting at one corner of the class and suspect something. SHE TOLD HAZIQAH ABOUT IT AND YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.

yEAA. If any of you are still not sure what happened next, Do give me a call and i'll tell you everything i know okaee. BUT plz do keep in mind, It's not going to be PWEETY.

Enough posting, I'm going off to skate now.. I'll be back later to update more about my lyfe alright. And basically, It's a matter of me fighting with Haziqah. Enough posting, I'm off to skate now okayy. bye.

2007-07-03T18:35:00.000+08:00

Now the time is 6:37pm and im going to post on this particular box..

Woke up in the morning and got ready for school once again, I wasn't late for school larhh. As usual. I don't know why but i've improved throughout the year, I've not been coming late to school this year EXCEPT for ONE time. (:
Other than that, I'm always punctual. TANX to the people around me. (:

I would like to thank my mum, Switheart and myself for helping me go to school early.. (:
Without eu guys, i wouldn't be here right now. aww.

Back to my story of my lyfe, MATH was okayy coz i understood what the teacher was talking about larhx but GEOGRAPHY was damn SLEEPY siaa. I don't why but i just can't keep my eyes wide open seyy.
Then the rest was just darn plain except for the fact that Haziqah wanted to lend my skateboard on saturday to skate at 'Somerset skatepark' .. I don't know if it's true larh but oh well.

Go back home straight away and took my lunch and a short nap. Those two hours in my house is enough to make me feel bored and restless so i decided to skate with my lil brother larhh.. I was very IMPRESS with that 11 years old boy coz he suddenly improved on his SKATEBOARD skills tremendously. (:
He's beggining to jump off stuff and jumping UP onto a CURB. (:

SKATE FOR LIFE YEAA!!!

2007-06-30T15:28:00.000+08:00

Went for my 2.4KM RUN earlier but it wasn't a breeze okayy. Let's see what happened earlier. (:

I was suppose to wake up at 7am and meet Hariz at 7:45am but instead i WOKE up at 7:45am and met Hariz at around 8:10am.. I was soo late sia for the NAFA test.
Then we went looking for the 240 busstop at our area, Coz for ur info. My area is surrounded by a few busstops which can lead to GEYLANG, JURONG WEST, VIVO CITY , BUKIT MERAH... hahah, alot right?. Okayy, so back to my story. (:

Found the busstop and we took bus 240 which supposingly can lead us to Jurong Junior College. * For ur info, My NAFA test is held there* .. Soo guess what?. While riding the bus, We looked around for the College larhh but in the end we ended up alighting at Jurong Point coz we MISSED the stop.
Yea, It was a very long way to go there to our destination.

It was 8:45am by then ..We were like scrambling in the bus interchange coz the place was packed, Next we took bus 198 . Fortunately, We reached our destination right on time.

Now is the running part okayy?.. PLZ KEEP IN MIND THAT IM RUNNING A VERY LONG DISTANCE HERE... 2.4KM!!!..... So i did not stop running for the first 2 rounds but on the third round, I feel the burn and started slowing down my speed, I jog.. I keep jogging until the next round which was the forth round. I was jogging when i surprisingly catch up with Haziqah. she was walking at that tyme.
So as a friend, I encourage her to run faster.. You know why?. Psst, It's becoz i want her to lose more weight larhh!!. hahahahhahahax. Sorry sorry!!.

Then at last i've reached my finish line and i can't believe that i actually completed my 2.4km run.. FINALLY, I feel better now but my legs feels so CRAMP up that i walk like a New Born Baby..

2007-06-29T14:26:00.000+08:00

Those who read this... WILL carry on reading unless you want to waste your time out there. If NOT, then READ my posts you frenzies!!..

Today in school was pretty much a very satisfying day for me coz i did my Malay and English homework.. Handed the papers in right on time and i was chosen to be a leader in my English group. (:
Yeshaa.. The most memorable time today was in Chemistry class.
I talked to Solihah and Haziqah and it was damn funny larhh coz Solihah cried when the teacher scolded her but then she cried HALFWAY coz of some reason larhh.

the way she cried halfway was funny but get this, I accidentally called Vinly 'SARANG SAKONGSA' .. I don't know why but it just came out of my mouth just like that. Haziqah laughed her heart out and her face was just soo red when i say 'sarang sakongsa'.. hehekx, What was i thinking uh.

The time now is 2:43pm and im soo bored at home, Wanna go out and skate? Well, i would if i were you but first. i need to take a bath larhh. Bye.

2007-06-28T16:23:00.000+08:00

Updating again i guess.. I'm bored at home and i got nothing to do so.. oh well.

Nowadays MATHEMATICS are getting easier larhh because of my buddy. Yeaa!!. I hope that i can pass Math this year coz i really wanna promote to sec 4 and enjoy the 'Abang-abang' life. mm mm.
I STILL got nothing to post about. Well, i'll try.

Firstly at school, Bought epok-epok and hang out around the assembly area with the minahs, Then after the assembly period. It was english time and i forgot to do my homework. haha, And plz keep in mind. I AM the LEADER in that English lesson and i've just ruin my REPUTATION larhh.
Wow.. so dissapointing siaa.
Then it's off to Mathematics period and i tried my best to understand the subject larhh and i did a GOOD job eh.. I feel dizzy after the lesson, maybe there's a side effect larhh. hehekx.

The rest was just plain old boring routine that i did for the last 3 YEARS.. Eat, Escape,Destroy and busy bodying.. and im still innocent tau. (:

Oh.. and i got a NEW friend in my life.

Her name is Azie and she likes the colour green.. she used to be a skater girl but her parents banned her from skating, She's 14 and she's in EXPRESS..Schooling at Naval Base Secondary School. Her skul sounds scary but nevermind.
Her height is 157cm and im 167cm.. So much different. (:
she's a FUNNY gerl and she's easy to talk to, We always give each other tips on how to live a better life and she's good at it.
She works as a student and her personality is the SAME as mine..

And there you go.. Azie. But you readers out there don't get the wrong idea alright!!?.. Me and Azie, We are ONLY CLOSE friends, Not MORE and NOt LESS. So you guys mind your own business kae kae.

Okay, now i feel like skating coz im soo bored at home. ): ): ): ): ): ):

2007-06-26T14:17:00.000+08:00

firstly, I have this feeling that the gerls in my classroom thinks that i'm a gay.. Juz becoz i spent time with Suffian for the rest of the day. Well, If any of my classmates is reading this. PLZ keep in mind.

I AM NOT A GAY AND I WILL NEVER BE A GAY.. Those who thinks im a gay then ur a bitch. Get it?

So back to my school life's.. It's been two days in skul now and it's been pretty interesting larhh coz i was occupied all the time. (: And i lyke that.
Nothing interesting so far but i think my class just set a 'World Guiness Record' for being the first ever class to get complaint and caning on the FIRST day of school. How great is that.. NOT!!

Anybody from other school wanna beat our record?.. We're the record holder so far. heheks.
Okayy so this post is soo boring.. Well, Too bad coz i've got nothing else to type here.

2007-06-21T10:02:00.000+08:00

hahha.. Sorry coz i didn't post anything yesterday, I wanted to take a rest larhh so like i hope you all understand okayy.

UUrmm, well i got nothing to post for today larhh becoz my life has been so plain nowadays but there's this thing that haunt my mind siaa. Guess what? .. School is about to reopen again!!!.

So back to my normal life larhh. GROOMING CHECKS, SCOLDINGS and HOMEWORKS!!.. Haiyahh. Can't it get any worser?. But at least i'm still alive seyy, I guess i must face the REALITY uh.

Well.. Nevermind that laahh.

And btw.. Check out this video alright? They got AWESOME teamwork siaa.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xyFNYoOmZRw

2007-06-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

TRIP TO LANGKAWI

Haha, back from Langkawi and btw, Tanx for the comments readers.. I appreciate soo MUCH. Keep reading my blog alright?

hurmm, Firstly.. My family and i left the house at about 7:00pm and we got to wait for the bus at 'Chua chu kang' and we waited for like 15 minutes there and it wasn't tiring at all larhh because i was soo enthutiastics about the trip there. Urrmm.

FIRST DAY.. ( 8:15PM)

Board the bus and looked around for 'potential friend'.. Oh well, The only person that is around my age is a gerl, the rest is all MAKCIK and PAKCIK. If im not wrong,Her name is Salinah and she stared at me which at first was irritating larhh. Let me describe Salinah..

She has brown hair that reached out to her shoulder, Big glittery eyes that brighten herself up, She has full pink lips and her skin is just nice.. She wore a light blue jacket. She stared at me for awhile and face away. (:

Well, thats Salinah.. So back to my story, I took a seat that is at the back of the bus, my family followed me and we sat there smiling for no reason.
Reached Second Link and i rushed abit larhh becoz i couldn't wait to sleep at the bus AGAIN.. haha.

then we sat on the bus for ONE DAY!!!.. My butt was aching by then but atleast we got some breaks in between. Well,the trip wasn't that fun at all becoz it was at night when we were moving so like we couldn't see anything outside seeyy

SECOND DAY..( 8:15am)

Reached the jetty at 'Kuala Perlis' and ate our breakfast there, after that is just soo plain.. Gather up together and boarded the ferry which wasn't exciting at all. Salinah stared at me AGAIN and i know that by the way she looked at me, She has a 'feeling' for me. So nvm that, My brother sat by the window and i sat beside him followed by my parents. it was stuffy there but we got to bare with it for awhile larhh.
The ferry reached the jetty at Langkawi and i was the first one to alight the ferry and my family was the last one. haha, quite a distance there. And did i ever tell you that the ferry is occupied with 120 peoples!!?

Took a bus from that jetty and while waiting for the bus, My family went to the toilet and i was doing the taking care of the bag, I saw Salinah staring at me again but this time she tried to approached me but her little brother pulled her away.. She wanted to tell me something.

Board the bus AGAIN and sat there for like 1 hr 15 minutes.. The tour guide briefly tells us about Langkawi and i attentively listened to it. After the talk, My brother, Faiz told me that Salinah was staring at me and i pretended to like not notice her but it was true!!.. Salinah turned her head to me and stared at me for a LONG time. I ignore her and just look straight forward so lastly i decided to play a short eye game with her.. haha, I stared at her for as long as i can and its obvious that she's blushing larr coz she smiled and face away then after a few second, she will do the same thing all over again.. hahah

Reached ASEANIA RESORT which was actually an hotel that has an awesome swimming pools with slides all around it. So all our tour group waited for our room keys.. haha, at last we got our room keys and after that my brother and me raced to our room and laughed our way there.

Got into our room and rest for awhile before we got ready to go for our 'historical trip to Langkawi'..
The trip was VERY interesting coz we got to go 'island hoping' which we actually got to ride the 'speed boat' and it was soo speedy siaa. haha, speedy eh?. Okay okay.. It was windy and VEEERRYY bumpy!!. I almost fell off the boat and into the violent sea water but i didn't coz god protected me. (:

firstly, The speed boat took us to 'Tasik dayang bunting'.. A place where ladies should go becoz the water around there is supposingly spiritual and it can give childrens to infertile women.. (:
Next, The boat bring us along a few islands and finally we reached the island with eagles living on it.. I was very impress on how the eagle flew past by us. Soaring really high as the sky above, gracefully swerving around the sky. The way they eat their food is like awesomely awesome larhh..

The eagles flew gracefully above the sky and suddenly dropping off like a bomb, The eagles then form a shape of an arrow using their body and finally before hitting the water, they clench their claws towards the water and as quick as you can blink, the eagles grab their food and straight away soar up as high as they can be..

Yerp, theres that eagle that i was talking about earlier.. Look how graceful the eagle is. (:

Then after watching the eagles eat their food, We all move on using the same speed boat we rode earlier and the captain showed us the PREGNANT LADY ISLAND..

SEE IF YOU CAN SPOT THE PREGNANT LADY ISLAND.

hahaha, So okayy.. NEXT plzzz. Haish, to lazy to type animore larhh!!. the rest of the day.. We went shopping, Went to this historical place which the name of the place i'm lazy to type it here larhh..

Here are some of the pictures i took at Langkawi. ENJOY TAUU!!!

Oh yeaa, Somewhere in between the trip there.. I went to 'Makahm Masuri' and basically, the place there is about a gerl who died because of wrong accusations and when the gerl was being stab to death as a punishment, WHITE blood shoot out from her and she swore to god that.. something something and finally all the rice at Langkawi suddenly burnt out of nowhere.. The forth picture from the top up there is where Mahsuri grave is but believe it or not.. Mahsuri's grave is not specifically at there.. It's at...... CANNOT tell you guys here, SErious, you all need to call me to know where Mahsuri actual grave is. (:

Okay thats it.. (: My slurpee is melting right now. Gotta go drink it..

And if any of you wanna know what happened to Salinah.. Well, She kept staring at me on the way back home from Langkawi to Singapore.. I looked at her once and gave her a smile but then she just turn red and face away giggling. (: Then in the end we didn't even say goodbye to each other, I alighted before her and at the corner of my eyes, I can see that she's still looking at me. So i just walk away from her and till now, We didn't keep in contact. (:

Wanna know the rest of my story?.. CALL me.. (:

And FINALLY... HAPPY 8 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TO NURUL HIDAYAH AND MUHD MUZHAFAR... MAY GOD BLESS THEM WITH GOOD LUCK AND PROSPERITY.. HAHAHX,

2007-06-15T12:23:00.000+08:00

Switheart sent me a very memorable message when i was eating my breakfast.. This is what she wrote larhh. (:

You will be away soon ,
you wouldnt know how much im gonna miss you .
You have my word ,when you come back ill still be yours .2 weeks is a long time ,and our final goodbyes werent the sweetest .
When you get back ,ill hold you tight and close to me the way you like it ,Kiss you the way you like it .
I know times are hard so then im sorry .
Just 2 weeks baby and we will be like usual .
Thou i can never bear a day without hearing your voice Ill stay strong for you .
No matter how far we are My heart is always be close to you .
Everything i do , i do for you .
Ill look at your picture and you look at mine ,thinking of all the memories .
3 days left to our 8 month anniversary , ouh how much i love you huney
Take care while your far
Ill be there for you anyways .I love you .

hehx.. thats my girl ya know. Isn't she just the sweetest of all the girls around the world?. To me she is larhh.
So earlier i talked to huney for the last time and we wouldn't be talking with each other for like 2 WEEKS!!. I got some skate camps to attend to and yea.. thats its.

I'm gonna miss my switheart soo much and not forgetting you readers too. Tanx for reading my blog and i hope that you all will enjoy life as much as me alright. I hope that some of my stories here can be an inspiration to you all.
Like the part where i learned a new trick on skateboard, the part when huney told me how to LIE to my 'ex adek-angkat' ... And so much more alright. I've shared the story of my life here, Some are saddening but some are exciting. It's your turn to give me your overall comments. (:

2007-06-14T09:50:00.000+08:00

I'm going to miss you readers soo much.. You know why? i'll be going to 'Langkawi' tommorow at 7pm sharp and i really hope that you readers out there do call me in between 1pm to 6pm larhh to wish me anything you want to wish kayy.. If you want to call me today also no problem. hehex.
You guys stay truthful to yourself alright.
I'll be overseas for like 4 days. Soo, i'll be back on monday to update my blog and tell you guys about my trip there alright.

Okay NEXT.. I really miss my switheart larhhx. Can't meet her coz. You knoww.. Wanna know why do i love her so much?.

I lurve the way she hold me close to her.
She's a good kisser. (:
Her HAIR smells nice.. ahaha, And so does her perfume. Basically, She just SMELLS nice larhh.
And of course.. I lurve her coz she's my girlfriend larhhss.

now you get it?.. haha. Okay, that should be enough right?!!. Alright thats it. I need to go now. CALL me alright!!!. BYE.

2007-06-13T11:28:00.000+08:00

TRUE FACTS ABOUT BOYS..

Boys can sometime cry too so don't expect the boys to be soo hunky.. *and thats normal.*
Boys can sometime be irritating because we are so called BOYS.. * If you can't live with that then it's fine*.
Boys are more active in sports such as fighting, surfing, SKATEBOARDING and so on. *jealous?*.
Boys can sometime be a sweet talker if he's in the mood so don't expect him to sweet talk to you the whole time.
Boys wear their outfit NEATLY outside but inside, They are just HALF-NAKED..
Boys are awesome!!
Boys are TALL and GOOD looking.. * SOME BOYS!!*
Boys are interesting.. *believe me*.
Boys give you girls our sperm to make nice beautiful children. *wahh!!*.
Some boys CANNOT be TRUSTED and im not one of them.
Some boys are SOO GENTLEMAN..

FACTS THAT GERLS SHOULD KNOW

Boys lurve to see their girls make the first move.. So girls, do show your love to him or else.
Boys can look good in front of the girls.
Boys doesn't like girls stuff.. *so sorry but it's human nature ya know*..
Boys can sometime surprise you surprisingly.. So do get ready to be surprise. haha
Boys can make you girls laugh out loud with their silly actions.
Boys may look fierce but they are actually kind-hearted.
Boys shouldn't be DEMANDED. The boys will fell that the girls are taking advantage of them. (:
Do not call your boyfriend when your place is CHAOTIC!!

FACTS ABOUT ME!!!

I lurve SKATEBOARDING..
Im TALLER than my girlfriend
Im NOT fat!!
WHEN IM ANGRY.. I CAN BE SURPRISINGLY ADORABLE.. * kan kan?.. *
I LURVE MY GIRLFRIEND MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THIS WORLD.. * confirm that someone would be jealous*
I CAN make you laugh soo HARD!!.. *believe me, i've seen that african tiger fall for my jokes*
I lurve to SL. NOti noti me..
I am what i am.. HUH!!?
..
Im a SWEET talker.. weets.
i DON'TLIKE IT WHEN GERLS CALL ME WHEN THEIR PLACE ARE CHAOTIC..
Im never going to break up with Nurul Hidayah Binte Hassan

2007-06-12T09:58:00.001+08:00

I want to meet huney today and give her a surprise but due to some problems i'm having.. I can't larhh. I've told her about it and she understood my situation. (: Tanx switheart.. <3..

And here' the picture of the present i wanted to give to switheart.. >>

The reason i'm showing it here is becoz i've told her about the surprise which im going to give her larhh, So it doesn't make a difference now.

Wow, all i need to do to make my life BETTER is just to not go out for 2 weeks. *but seriously speaking, i miss her since the last time we said "goodbye" *

The problem.. Only switheart and me knows about it coz its personal larhhx.

I don't know what to update anymore but here's the lyric to the song in my blog..

Wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

[Chorus]Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..

[Bridge]I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you and I...and so this is goodbye

[Chorus 1 + 2]Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,It even makes a difference to tryAnd you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry(Oh no)
So this is goodbyeSo this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)(Oh no)

2007-06-11T09:15:00.000+08:00

Went to Port Dickson for the past two days and it was quite fun and interesting larhh, Make friend with this 4 yrs old baby. His name is Afril. (:

very adorable larhh that boy but sometime he talk shit. coz He always.. Wait, read the text below.

Afril: Abg Muz..

Me: Aper?

Afril: tu ah, ader $3 abeh dier ehk ouhh pastu heluejdnd.. sshh. *putting his finger to his mouth* . Jangan bilang orang tau.

Me: ahhh.. *stoink face* .. okay okay. *confused*.

Do you get that?.. well, i don't. Talk shit right?. Nevermind that larhh.

2007-06-09T10:20:00.000+08:00

Almost BROKE up with my dearest switheart yesterday due to my emotional feeling towards my family and my life.. I got to admit that i'm soo dumb and soo foolish of me to not to answer switheart calls, i don't know what i was thinking. I made her feel worried about me and all i can do is just to say "sorry for making you go through this.." ...

But at last we didn't break up larhh and now i LOVE her MORE coz she really care about me and she's the only one that love me more than anyone else does. I wish that i could ever repay her back but i don't know how. ): * maybe i know how to repay her back..hhhmmm, but will she accept it?*
I don't wanna break up with her ever!! I share my first kiss with her, i shared my tenderly love with her and i even shared my saliva with her.. haha. So that is PARTIALLY the reason why i don't want to break up with her larhh.. I am soo grateful to have a girlfriend like her. No one can ever replace her in my life. <3..

but the sad thing is that i've only been out with her two times in this whole entire JUNE HOLIDAYS.. she's always busy with her school, madrasah and classmate and that sometime make me dissapointed and sad. ):

I WANNA MEET YOU AGAIN MY DEAR, I MISSES YOU SOO MUCH!!!.. ahhhhh!!!

Then it's up to skateboard to keep me updated, i've learnt a new trick on skateboard which is the 'Boardslide'.. I'm soo happy that i can land it!!. It took me 2 weeks to learn that trick and heres a picture of it..

I know it kinda look easy but it's actually hard enough to do siaa, Sometime we SLIP backwards and hit and spine, Sometime we did not spin 90 degrees enough and the wheels might get caught underneath the rail causing us to flung forward..

We got to really turn 90 degress to the right and place the middle part of the board to the rail then we need to make our body centered so that it's easier, We should not learn backward or forward or the consequences are heavy, we should be centered.. Sliding at a constant speed and turning it back straight and roll it off. YEAA!

2007-06-07T10:53:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAH...

Muhd Faiz bin Ja'afar lip sync to a song called 'kekasihnya laila' and it was caught on video. (:

But sadly, you all can't see the man behind the camera which is me. ):
I took the video with my passion siaa..

For your information, The boy that you are about to watch is my youngest brother larhh.. PEACE.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSjqvaXtUD4

2007-06-06T09:29:00.000+08:00

Setelah kupahami aku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusangsikanTernyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku ..

Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila aku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu
Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas untuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku..

Chorus :
Walau ku masih mencintaimu
Ku harus meninggalkanmu
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Ku harus merelakanmu

Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku

Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang ramah menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku..

You readers should know who this sing is dedicated to larhh..

2007-06-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

YESS!! Went to Bedok earlier and skate at the skatepark there.. Then sweetheart decided to meet me there so i accepted it arhh.
to tell you guys something, Bedok skatepark isn't as fabulous as i think larhh coz the upper level. The floor there is way to slippery and i've slipped ALOT of times then the skatepark itself is on the lower level, The floor there are soo DEMOLISHED that rocks are EVERYWHERE. I hate it when my wheels caught up with the rocks.. ):

Ergh, Sweetheart weren't as supportive as i expected larr, She just sat there with her cuzin doing.. *i don't know what they're doing*...

tried ollied down some of the stairs there and pretty much land it. If not then i would probably be slipping around.

ANNOYING SIAA THE FLOOR!!!

Then sweetheart had to go home and i didn't even gave her a kiss larhh coz i was busy watching everyone else skate.

2007-06-03T09:53:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone, today i feel very happy coz finally things are going out the way that it should be.. I'm getting good in skateboarding and i got plenty of things to do at home. Alright,

And some of the skaters in 'skateboarding.sg' wanna skate with me and have fun. I hope that it wouldn't be on monday. (:

Maybe they thought that i'm very good and i KNOW that i'm good at it but deep inside me says that i can do much more better larhh.

I don't wanna lose time. I want to be as good as i can at this age. I'm 14 yrs old siaa!!

And these are the tricks that i can do. (:

<<< --- Manual --- >>>

<<< --- One-foot manual --- >>>

<<< --- Nosemanual --- >>>

<<< --- Varial kickflip --- >>>

There are alot more tricks that i can do but that four pictures would do it right?.... Bye readers.

2007-06-02T08:18:00.000+08:00

I'm posting here all alone in my house once again coz my brother went to school for Dikirbarat .. I have no plans for today but i'm looking forward to met sweetheart on monday to study together. (:

The 'Little green frogs' is going to study together larhhs..

Today i feel like skating again but i have this feeling that it would probably RAIN again..

And guess what?.. ONLY two more weeks and it's my 8 months anniversary with Nurul Hidayah Binte Hassan.

Is that awesome or what?. I'm going to be her longest and most beloved boyfriend ever siaa. <3..

Ouh, and guess what?.. Yesterday i watch a video at youtube about a lion roaring out the name 'Allah'.. It isn't scary at all but somehow sweetheart make it sound scary arhh. hahha. I like it when she's afraid for A reason which you readers would need to find out to know what. (:

And remember the last time i met sweetheart?.. On the way home i bought a drink called 'Snapple' and that drink was soo awesomely good larhh and now i've fallen in love with that drink and i even keep the bottles for SMELLING purposes. The scent is still there after you've drank it and it's a really nice scent ya know..

And BELIEVE IT OR NOT.. I got FIVE bottles of these drink >>>

And i use it for drinking and after that is for smelling. hahahaha. I lurve the smell of the bottle on the extreme left coz it smells like the perfume which the girls usually use. (:

Okay okayy, i know that i'm hardcore.. Stop it alright. (:

2007-06-01T08:59:00.000+08:00

Woahh, The post that i've posted yesterday was actually my ONE HUNDRED POSTS... I didn't realise it at first larhh but oh well. nevermind.

The time now is 9:02am and i'm feeling bored as usual.. I feel like going out again but i suddenly don't have the mood to do so. I've been keeping quiet these past few days, It's nothing personal alright.. It's just that i NEED SOMETIME ALONE.. Just to stay calm and peace for a few days wouldn't hurt right?. I'm just thinking about my future and my past.
I'm lost!!. I don't know what i wanna be when i grow up.. i'm such a loser siaa.
Im feeling down right now and i don't know what to do. I know that i can count on sweetheart to cheer me up but i don't know what's my feeling now!!.. Maybe it's a combination of SADNESS, JEALOUSY, CONFUSED and HOPELESS .. Walao!!. I don't feel like talking to anyone right now urhh.

( Muzhafar was just sharing his feelings to you.)

BUAI.................................................................

2007-05-31T15:02:00.000+08:00

So today is also the most boring-est day of my entire june holiday.. I've got nothing better to do at home except for listening to music, Working out and playing computer..

Okayy, right now i'm talking to my 'ex adek angkat' ... Well, I've seen the changes in her. I mean like in the way she talk larhh.
Guess what!!?. She's actually not talking to me at all!!. Right now, she's like singing and totally ignoring me siaa.

Okay moving on.

OOUHH!!.. And i forgot to tell you readers something. Is it just me or not becoz i'm feeling literally hot since last week and it's making me sweat and i hate it siaa!.
I have this feeling that the OZONE LAYER in getting thinner due to the burning of trees and stuffs.!.. COMMENT on this plzz!.

2007-05-30T18:09:00.001+08:00

today is sooo boring!!.. Stayed at home from yesterday till today!.. I wanna go out and skate but i'm to lazy to do so.
Ergh, gotta do something tommorow!!.. Okay, Now i'm staring at the picture that my sweetheart and me took yesterday. I think she like and i like it too. I mean the picture is just soo awesome.. Looks like peace and calm and LOVE.

Okayy hunny, try this.. Look at the picture while listening to some jiwang music. I did that and my tears suddenly came out for no reason. It's like, all the the good times we had suddenly came back to our mind and we began to appreciate each other more and so on... It's amazing tau..

TRY IT KAE and see if it works on you too. PEACE!!!

2007-05-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

Okay, today was kinda like an interesting day for me coz i juggle between relationship and time.. At first, I promise to sweetheart that i would meet her on tuesday and well i did larhh but the sad thing is that my mum says NO at the final moment when i'm ready to go out. So at first i felt angry at her larhh but i know that it's my fault but i just don't know how to opologise to her.. ):

I also promise her that i wouldn't be late and yeaa.. I kept that promise truthfully and sincerely. Muzhafar is soo loyal to his girlfriend. Waited for my switheart at the Yishun MRT for THIRTY LONG GRUELING MINUTES!!!.. But nevermind, As long as i get to meet her then it's fine with me. <3> lurve her alot!!.

So the journey was like going around singapore 2 rounds!!.. We took this bus that has some weird busstops, We took two DIFFERENT bus that goes to the same route!!!. Nice right?. I mean like, we kinda like camwhore in the bus and i hope that she's happy about it. We took some belo and hawt pictures but mostly the belo pictures is our trademark..

UUrrmm, i'm too lazy to write anymore but just to let you guys know. Being in my shoe is not fun, You need to decide things properly but the BAD thing is that you'll surely hurt someone's feeling no matter what desicion you make. How long should my life go on like this? I'm sick of it. I don't know whether my mum forgive me for shouting at her earlier!!!!!...

2007-05-28T07:33:00.000+08:00

Sorry coz i haven't been updating my blog lately.. My computer has gone gaga for some reason larhh soo PLZZ peoples, Do stay contact with me and TAG my freaking tagboard larhh.

I miss the olden days when you guys just seem to enjoy my blog and tag it alot of times siaa.
Well nevermind larhh. Even my own 7 MONTHS gerlfren wouldn't tag my blog.. HAhah, DON"T take it to your heart alright?.

A few days ago, I wrote a message to sweetheart that made her cry for some reason... Well honestly, I didn't have the intention to make her cry coz i thought those message meant nothing to her and i wrote that just for fun arrhh. Okay here is how the message goes. Let me just tweak it abit alright.

One night, a boy and a girl decided to watch a movie at night to celebrate their 2 years of anniversary. After watching the show, The boy took the girl to a private place to tell her how much he loves her soo much but on the way there, They suddenly felt different about each other but the boy kept his promise which is to love her girl forever. Before reaching their destination, The girl finally confess that she doesn't have the same feelings towards the boy. Before the girl could say any more words the boy reached out into his pocket and gave the girl a letter. The girl told the boy that she doesn't love him anymore and she would like to move on.
Out of nowhere comes a drunken driver, The car swerve around and hit the boy causing both of them to die. The girl who saw the terrifying accident were so shaken up that the letter she was holding just flip open.

The letter clearly wrote this : " Without your love i would die.. I promise to love you forever and i kept my promise till my last breath. You promise to me that death would do us apart. Did you keep that promise faithfully?."

Tears roll down on the girl cheek and without hesitation, The girl committed suicide just to break their relationship..
So there you go, A story about a couple who is totally sincere with each other even though they both felt different about each other..

2007-05-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

Soo today in school was soo interesting as some of my teachers share their true life story with us, some are boring but some are just eye opening..

OH.. And do you readers know that Nelson on 'Danielle' ? .. Who play as Lawrence in that show larhh. Yeaa, That guy is actually working as a Traffic Police Officer siaa!!. And he was in my school earlier to talk to us about the safety regulations on the road. He also showed us some videos of people getting hit by a car and flying up into the air like a piece of PAPER. !!

Very scary siaa. Then he showed us some picture of school girl who died in an accident somewhere in bedok reservoir. The brain was all like messed up and the skull broke into one piece of chunk arhh!!..

And now i'm afraid to cross the road.. Hehe, I get soo intense when crossing the road uuhh.. ):

2007-05-19T12:23:00.000+08:00

WAhhh!!... I'm missing alot from you guys out there.. ):

How are you all arh? i'm always fine here, Well i just got back from my 'Sec 3 camp' and so the life there was sooo MEMORABLE siaa. Well wanna know how i feel right now??

I FREAKISHLY miss my INSTRUCTOR SOO BADLY LARHH!! I will NEVER forget instructor Jeremy and Azri.. * Psst, Insructor Jeremy is soo good looking siaa* But hey. Don't take it personally alright?..

My group was called 'Usha' .. HAHA, Named after our sec 2 english teacher!!..
Our instructor guide us through this camp and we had our up and down moments but we all made it through and i'm soo proud of myself and my mates. (:

1st day-
We were all very weak and curious at the same time but still not yet energetic and hyper for the camp so like we were all doing things slowly and peacefully.. And btw we slept at this bungalow like building with NO beds!!. The first night there we couldn't sleep, So we all decided to play pranks on each other like the one who is sleeping which is Jia Da and Lewis.. So the ones who weren't alseep was the gangsters and the notorious kids including ME. We used some of our toothpaste to put at ather peoples BODY PARTS while they are sleeping!! hahahaha.... Then the rest was just heart breaking larhh. ):

2nd day-
We woke up at 5 am and started the activities from 6:30am to 6:30pm arhhh!!.. It was soo tiring arhh but the most memorable part was he 'kayaking' and 'Nature rumble' course. (:
And i've just realised that i'm a good kayaker arhh, Then the Nature Rumble was soo heart breaking arhh.. The instructor showed their sincerity to us by promising to us that they will be ten times more dirtier then us so guess what? They both let us throw mud at them siaa!!.. Our instructors rox!!.. We went deep into the jungle to explore and play with the mud but then before going back to our campsite was soo sad coz the whole class said that i look to CLEAN compared to the others soo they THREW that dirty MUD at me making me look like a 'Brown Hulk'!! They just can't see me in a happy mood arhh. ):

So we prepared our performance for the 'Campfire night' which was soo awesomely fun.. (:
Okay so at first the intructors told the girls to pick a boy partner and teach the boys how to dance larhh. So guess how many girls came to me?? haha.. 5 GIRLS arhh!!... Life couldn't be better for me BUT i'm still sincere with Nurul Hidayah Binte Hassan ehh. So we dance and sing all day long.. Got ready for the campfire at 7pm and it was all SHOUTING and WAVING of the light sticks all night long CHEERING for our groups,Teacher and intructors. (:

The instructors were soo hyper that we too got the diseases but we were hyper since the second day start siaa. (:

3rd day-
After all those time spent with intructors, We all have to say goodbye to them so like it was soooo EMOTIONAL for all of us.. ):
Alot of us cried including me coz i miss the time we spent with one another.. The insturctors taught us some songs, Dances and also entertain us when we're bored. Only a REAL man cries when they are in that situation. They talked to us about their feelings towards us and it was soo TOUCHING arhh, The athmosphere was soo emotional that almost all of the campers cried .. They sacrifice themselves just to make us smile, We suffer together and enjoy together. (:
Instructor Azri always says these few words when it is the right time. " One for all, All for one"

Oh my gawd, i miss them soo badly right now, I wish i could stay abit more longer and be with them together one more time.. (: They meant alot to me arhh..

i PROMISE TO NEVER FORGET INSTRUCTOR JEREMY AND INSTRUCTORE AZRI.. * tHE TWO HOTTIES*..

2007-04-30T14:16:00.000+08:00

Wahh.. Alot of things happened at school siaa and all that is causing me to feel tired. ):

First of all, Our school pricple lectured us for TWO HOURS about the whole incident that happened on FRIDAY. I learnt alot of things from her and i kinda admire her sense of humour larhh coz out of nowhere, A joke just pop out of her mouth so it's like so unexpected arhh.

Wanna know what she said?.. Well read the following dialog kae. (:

The principal: It's USELESS getting an N level and O level certificate.. What for do you need a certificate uh class?

The class: For our future sake and to get better jobs.

The principal: That is all nonsense lahh, All you need to get a better job is to pass your 'Manner and discipline exams'.. Studying isn't very important, You just need to learn the basic!.. Thats all.
For maths. you just need to know how to plus,minus,divide and times. Thats it.
And for Mother tongue you don't need to speak very well.. As long as the person you're talking to understand you then it's okay what!!.

Wise word right?.. To me it is larhh. (: We laughed out loud siaa when she talks about the fashion nowadays.
HAHAAHHAA.

During Chemistry period rite. Haziqah and Suffian fought with each other that the decided to fight against one another after school, Suffian wanted use a parang and Haziqah chose to use her samurai sword. WOahh!!.. Very dangerous weapons seyy.. Haziqah was really MAD at suffian coz he didn't get caught by the teacher even though he was talking to her. Haziqah was boasting around for a minute acting like she's scared of Suffian.. You both are the most dramatic peoples i've ever seen. Wanna join the 'school play' this year?

Then the best thing is that they all backstab each other siaa!!..hahahaha. AWESOME!!!

Oh yea, Then Haziqah suddenly asked me to kol her at night coz she got something to tell me so i was like nervous and curious arhh.. Humm. I'm not use to kolling her at night larhh. Something feels wrong here. ):

Still with Hidayah..<3..( There will be a surprise for you on tuesday sayang. )

2007-04-29T14:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was soo fun that i was so grateful that i'm a skateboarders coz if not.. I wouldn't be what i am right now. (:
Firstly Hariz and me went to Jurong east to check out the 'Xtreme singapore skateboarding competition'
And alot of awesome skaters were there like Wan Smurf, Bolo and my personal favourite which is Fariz. And Fariz was the youngest contestant to ever join the event.. He's like 12 yrs old siaaa!! He did well for the event as he landed some of the tricks that were almost impossible at his age, Fariz is at my elbow area seyy. He's kinda short larhh but with some good reputation, He's sure to get the gerl of his dream some day.. (:
Live long young man!!!..

So after going to that event, Hariz and me decided to go to somerset skatepark and skated there till night time.. At first i thought that we were going to have fun there but Hariz told me that he's nervous to skate coz he's afraid of others looking at him so i was like

"WHATT siaa!!"

Nvm, i kept on skating after that and i relli did enjoy my quality time there with my skateboard.. (:
And i remembered falling badly in the middle of the skatepark coz i SPLIT my leg after going down this slope and i rolled out a few metres away. My legs are cramped right now and it sux. ):

So after going to the skatepark... Hariz and me skated around the Vivo city shopping mall. HAHA, It's true ya know! We ollied down the 6 steps beside the TANGS shop and i got it on my handphone videos.. (:

Reached my hometown at around 7:30pm and skated at Taman Jurong CC .. I was feeling so hot so i took off my shirt and skated SHIRTLESS there!! I went around Taman Jurong not wearing any shirt siiaa. But i got a nice body you know.... hehehe. At first i was shy larhh but got used to it after Hariz told me that my body looks great. (: Soo it was okaylarhh. Oh, And my body looks shiny at that time coz i was sweating and the light shone right at me. WOAA..

Anyway it was 9pm siaa. I thought that there would be nobody down at my favourite skate spot but NOO.. There were some groups of Minahs staring at me like i owe them something siaa!!. Nonsense larhh.

So i just ignore them and skated at that spot larhh.. I don't even give a damn if they're staring at me coz i do what i like to do arhh.. Skateboarding!!

So finally i reached homed at about 9:30pm.. Feeling tired siaa. ): ):

Still with Hidayah..<3.. ( My sec 3 camp is on our 7 months anniversary!!)

2007-04-27T18:27:00.000+08:00

So it's 6:30pm now and Hariz has just left coz he was in my home from 1:30pm till now!!.. Haha, We did went for the 2.4 km run but due to the rain, Our event was cancelled. ): I was soo kanchong to run seyy then at last it was postponed. WHAT SIAA!!!

So We dance, Ate and played the Xbox.. I wasn't bored at home seyy!! Then Hariz and me decided to skate the whole day on saturday, I can't wait for it siaaa. It would be great i guess coz i got to spend some quality time with my skateboard for the last time and we will meet again after my mid-year exams kae my dearie skateboardy.. (:

Oh yea!!.. Then i heard that my beloved MATHEMATICS teacher is going to QUIT school just becoz of this ONE particular boy in my class who i should not reveal his identity..

NNNNNNNOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!.. Believe it or not but that boy hurt my teacher who is supposingly a GIRL arhh!!. This case should be handled by the 'singapore police arm forces'... My Mathematics class isn't as pleasant after all. ):

Then for some reason,some of my classmate started to show tantrum around the class by kicking the chairs, Shouting at each other and walking out of the classroom as if that place is their parents property....

Believe it or not.. It's true you know!!!

Still with Hidayah.. <3.. (6 months of relationship isn't enough for me, I want to be with you forever can?)

2007-04-26T19:27:00.000+08:00

WAHH!!.. Sorry readers coz i've not been updating for a VERY long time siaa. My computer has gone totally crazy seyy. Oh, please!!
Exams are around the corner and for some reason, I have the mood to study and pass the exams.. So today TWO girls ask for my number seyy!! Am i the hottest or what?.. *sorry, i must be joking by saying that*

But i'm still the same Muzhafar that you always use to know and lurve. (: Right right?..

And i did well for my NAFA test seyy. My favourite one is the 'Shuttle run' .. I got 9.9 seconds for that event!!!

Ouh, I wrote a very sweet msg to switheart last week and i think that she really like it. Hehe, That is what i lurve the best about her. She's not the type of girl that is playing 'Hard to get' thingy.. Get it?

STORIES ABOUT MY LIFE WOULD BE TOMMOROW TAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-16T16:27:00.000+08:00

I have this feeling that switheart wanted me to post a story in my blog.. (: *And i love my kakak angkat!!*

So sorry you guys coz i've not been updating for quite a long time now, I got alot of skate session going on.. So well this is the time to update larrhh. (:

So earlier in school during CHEMISTRY lesson, i was surrounded by minah tudungs and they were singing all the jiwang songs which sounds like opera instead of a song.. HEHE!! So at last they didn't complete their work except for me larhh. Muahahahaha

So i wanted to tell you guys about the accident i met during my skate session but i think it's just to awful larhh..):

*slapping this itchy hands*!! *itchy hands fight back and it wins the game*..

HAHAA, Okay so it all started on SUNDAY when me and my crew saw this awesome stairs which had about 5 steps.. SO i was the first one to try it and i didn't land it arhh, That's okayy coz it normal..

BUT then when the cameras were rolling and alot of supporters were there, I was picked to do a kickflip down the stairs soo i accepted the request larr..

I stared towards the horizon concentrating on where i'm going to leave the ground, I pushed my skateboard at a very fast speed and get my position ready. When it was time to leap off the ground i snapped the board really hard to add in a little bit of height, Then as i try to attempt the flip trick the board went flawlessly flipping and The cameras were flashing alot of times to capture the moment. Then as i place my foot back to land the tricks, The board went abit to the side causing me to slip my grip and i landed splitting my foot and spinning 90 degress!!!!!!!!!

Walao!! I'm to lazy to type anymore words larhh, So if you want to know MORE about it then you guys call me kaee... Its 9225****. (:

2007-04-13T13:50:00.000+08:00

Grr, i feel excited siaa.. For no reason!! And yeaa, i'll be going to my school '14th speech day' tommorow. I wanna hear lewis talk on the microphone because he got some problems with his mouth larhh so he is partially talking and blabbering at the same time.. But he's very cute siiaa. *plz take note.. i'm not a gay okae?*

Then earlier during school was soo boring except for reccess larhh coz i got something to do but the rest was just listening to the teacher talking and asking questions. Guess what?
Suffian and me were so enthutiastics in our Mathematics class that we answered almost all of the teacher questions!!!.. HAHA, Well that's me. A person that is totally unpredictable...

I can be serious at time but i can also be retarted sometime.. I can also make them blind. HAHA, nah just kidding larhh!!

And i wanna start breakdancing again, The way i used to break it up during my primary school years. (:

I've got soo many things i like to do siaa.. I like to play soccer and do tricks with it. *i'm good at it arhh*..

Then i like to shread the neighbourhood using my SKATEBOARD...Urmm, If any of you don't understand what's that suppose to mean that let me put it in a short and sweet way.. " I like to skate!!"

And finally i like to break my dance.. HUH? I mean like dancing in a way that you could break your BONE. (: BREAKDANCE larhh!

Walao!! Playing soccer can break my bone, Skating can also break my bone and Breakdancing can also break my bone!! DANGER siaa...
But nvm, I like to challenge myself and do the things that i like.

Get ready doctors coz Muzhafar is going to come to you yelling

"AAHHH, Help me.. i Broke my (put the name of the bone here).. And it's hurting me!!"

2007-04-12T14:47:00.000+08:00

Urmm.. *thinking*.. What should i put in this blog, uurmmm.

Ahh, Okay i got it. So i came early for school today and lepak-ed with my friends (: They are soo freaking awesome siaa. Then tommorow i got another skate session coming up and i just hope that it wouldn't rain again coz i don't wanna get soaking wet!! And yea, i am soo soaking wet right now.. ): Darn eu wheather.

Oh my gawd!!.. i got soo many homeworks to do and i still can post this story in my blog!! Ergh, stressful siaa.
Even though i don't look or sound stress but actually deep inside i'm too stress that i just wanna yell out loud saying

"I wanna QUIT school and move on to a private school larhh!!!!"

How was my Dikirbarat song in my blog? For me it's kinda relaxing siiaa. This song remind me of the old television channel when the colour was just black and white.. (:

And now i wanna find out more about the Goth kids... They are like freaky seyy!!

HAHA.. Anybody know who is he? He's my IDOL larhhh!!!

Can you all read that? It says MINDFREAK!!! And that is what he is!!..

2007-04-11T14:08:00.000+08:00

Aiyahh, today is soo freaking tired siaa.. And i'm feeling soo damn hot coz of the wheather larhh. No mercy seyy!!

UUrrmmm, let see...... Ahhh. Guess what? for the first time in 2007 i woke up at 6 and reach school at 6:30am. For me it's awesome larhh coz you know i always get up late and end up being late for school. So at first the school looks haunted seyy. I just sat down at this spot and hope for something good to happen to me. HAHA!!

Then the rest was just normal except for the last period which is P.C and we got some performance going on there. It was from a group of 'Indonesian dancers' .. The way they dance is almost similar as the 'Malay dancers' except that i like their song larhh. Very natural and soothing to hear it. But their language is abit awkward seyy. NVM, i still respect them alot!!.

Then this express student from my school accidentally throw his ART file which was filled with 2 drawing blocks, One huge casing of colour pencils and a few ROCKS!!! That student threw it to my face and now my face is abit swollen siaa.. Damn siaa that guy. Futhermore he can act stewpid seeyy!!. And he didn't opologise to me larhh!!

2007-04-07T11:04:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY...

So the day started windy at around 8am and i was lying on my bed enjoying the breeze but then my stomach started to ache and i have stomach ache!! ): Then i tried to ignore it and began to think about the future, i mean like later in the afternoon.. Coz i got another video shoot going on so i got to like get ready for it larhh but i'm not ready siaa, i was feeling nervous and giddy!! Luckily i'm feeling better towards the evening. I changed to my skate outfit and went to the lakeside MRT station to pick up this skater. He didn't know where to go for the skate session so i volunteered to show him the way larhh. (:

Then we skated till we are all soaking wet siaa!! But then right? Ths person came up to us and say

The man:"no skateboarding here, can't you see the sign?"
Hariz:"where is the sign? i don't see anything" *it's true, there are no signs there which say 'No skateboarding'*
The man:*point his fingers at Hariz* "i'm just concern about you guys here."
Hariz:"don't poit your finger at me larhh"

And the argument kept on going till the man just leave us alone!! hahahahahaha... SKATERS roxx!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-05T17:10:00.000+08:00

WEE!! i didn't go to school today and i went out with switheart siaa.. Her school was having an 'annual school sports day' so she was back by 11am, Picked her up at school and went to vivo city for awhile. Then alot of things happen larhh (: For me to know and for you to find out alright? *psst, it was very fun you know..hehe*

So then i went to the Jurong east library to chill there for awhile and while sitting down i suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette. Walao!! my craving are too much already larhh, But i didn't smoke after all larhh coz i'm a good boy and very the innocent one. BYE!!

2007-04-03T14:09:00.000+08:00

Wee.. still so damn tired!! and during wednesday and thursday i got some video shoot again. Walao!!, tak boleh bagi org rest keperr? SKATE,Skate and skate!! But actually quite fun arhh and tiring too, At least most of them is fun what.. (:

Okay then during the last two period the teacher weren't there so the class was as usual..NOISY,irritating but the most surprising thing about my class is that they are fun to be around with especially when i was dared to say "i love you" to ISYWARI!! So lyke at first i just get my emotions out and just say it to her larhh and guess what? During Physics lesson the teacher weren't there too and Haziqah told me that she lyke me and she is jealous that i said that love thingy to Isywari.. And she found out that i was playing timer siaa with Hidayah and Amirah!! She said that i must make her happy so that she won't tell Hidayah that i cheated on her and i was like walanehh!!! I got admire siaa (: WEEWEETT!! .. But so stressful siaa, What if she call me syg? should i shout at her or just go with the flow?.

Haziqah is threatening me aaaaarrrrrrhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay nvm!!.. I still need to study for tommorow MATHEMTAICS test!!!!!!!

2007-04-02T14:08:00.000+08:00

Wahh.. There's alot to talk about for today coz there are apparently too many fighters in my school, Let me tell you readers about the two fights that happened around me earlier.

During RECCESS-

Hariz,Jabbar,Raspal and me ate at this particular table where it's peaceful and yea thats all.. Then out of nowhere one of the sec 4's people sitting nearby stand up and push the bench that he was sitting on causing it to fall over and he began to slap his friend on his head, Then another two fellows stood up and started to accompany the bully in his 'job' and they started to kicked his back furiously.. The person that has been physically abuse by his three friends stood up and shouted at them. That didn't stop the bullies from leaving him alone instead one of them threw a bowl of 'ice kachang' at his face!!! Then the three of them pulled that person out and drag him along to the toilet and i heard rumour that that person was bashed up really badly!!

I wouldn't want to reveal the people identity even though i know their names but yea.. Just to keep a low profile on them lahh. (:

During ENGLISH period-

The teacher in-charge didn't come to school and a NEW relieve teacher was there to maintain our class larhh.. Okay,Firstly the class started to sing all this gangster songs and the teacher was like looking at them like a MAGGOT!!.. The teacher wore a very big spectacles and he is a VERY skinny type of teacher.. *he's a male larhh*.. So Xin long,Shi xiang and Ming yang tried to take advantage of the teacher arhh by fighting in front of him and asking him to join!! hahahaha. .. The teacher didn't join at first,He sat there quietly talking to the class monitor.

THEN Jia rong threw a few chairs out to the front of the class and the chairs flew just ONTOP of my freaking head!! .. The fight stopped and the teacher stood up and went straight to Jia rong face and shouted at him like he's deaf siaa. Then did i tell you that Jia rong isn't afraid to fight back? .. Well he isn't afraid to fight back and when i say FIGHT.. I mean like physical contact seyy!! The teacher snatch his english file and slap it at Jia rong body then Jia rong stood up and pushed the teacher, He showed his fist at the teacher soo furiously that the teacher almost cried!! The teacher went out of the classroom shouting

"i want to report this guy to the principles!! what is his name arhh!!??"

Then our class didn't even support the teacher but instead they woo at the teacher and the teacher was like soo wimpy like that.. The teacher was like soo scared of our class and he just went back to his desk and take a few deep breath. *aalalala, kesiannyer itu cikgu* Wahh, luckily the fight stop there.. At last the teacher said sorry to Jia rong and he accepted it. (:

Soo, The rest was just freaking weird.. Haziqah called me 'hubby' and she acted like i'm his boyfriend!! Whats my opinion? EH!!, i feel scared of her larhh!!. Seriously siaa. I hope that she won't do that to me anymore.. (:
She's not my type of gerl larhh.

2007-03-30T15:47:00.000+08:00

Aiyahh, i've been so busy nowadays siaa.. And Hariz is in my house and he is singing out loud seyy.. Belo-ness arhh, hahahaha. Urmm, My house is soo kecoh with all the sounds around my house (:

Then earlier in school Wati ACCIDENTALLY lost her wallet and just went gaga.. Everybody heard that there will be a spot check going on and all of my classmate start to hide thier handphone on the window pane!!.. I'm not saying that she's STUPID or what but i post this out of boredom. And Wati is not stewpid okayy.! ):

That's all, i nid to go now larhh.. buh-bye!!

2007-03-29T15:09:00.000+08:00

Haish, i'm to lazy to post sia for today.. Nvm larhh, Okay so firstly i didn't go for the 'NCC command test' coz i wasn't in the mood to shout and wear that green uniform. ):

Just because of P.E my arm went woobly all day long and not to mention that the lesson is at the first period!!.. To make things worst,After that was CPA and there's alot of typing and clicking to do seyy. So suey siaa..
Then Hariz told me that he wanted to quit school because of all the stress he's been having all this while and i notice that he is becoming more weaker in his Mother tongue language. I'm not comparing him with others larhh but in fact i felt pity for him coz he was there when i needed him,we share secrets and i promise him that i'll be there when he needs me so i guess this would be the right time to help him out arhh.. NOT to tell lies to the teacher but to help him in his Malay homework and revision, That's all and i hope that will work.. (:

Talking about the malay language, i remembered that i got 12 question to do which is two seperate papers!! Sian nehh!, i need help larhh .. Is there anybody who is willing to help me with my homework? I wonder why Cikgu Azizah always give us homeworkS... haha.

And yea!! Saturday i'm free again!!.. Wanna go out and have some fun together baybehh? I've been calling everybody baybeh since reccess siaa and during mother tongue lesson right? I was the most belo-est in the class coz i kept saying "KUUCCHEEENNNGG" and i lyke it coz it sounds soo cheesy siaa.

Okay Caoi!!!

still with Hidayah..<3..(you're always bz larh dear, break up baru tahu.. (: )

2007-03-28T14:52:00.000+08:00

This is my 80th post larhh!!! YESHH..

Okay soo earlier in school today, I found out that Jerry and Terry the twins were actually a nuisance to the society .. I mean like they both were actually gangsters!!? Nonsense arhh they all, I didn't quite believe it all but some says that it's true and i was lyke..

"ye elehh..Selengeh nie under P.H.T konon .. aper aper sajerlarhh diorang nie"

Is it true that they both are actually joining the gangsterism group? I don't think soo.
Okay then i remembered something funny during the Geography lesson. Hahaha.. Guess what? Wati talked to Tian rong using MALAY language and apparently Tian rong is a chinese girl and she doesn't seem to even know what Wati is talking about!!.. STUPIDITY counts you know.. (:

2007-03-26T14:11:00.000+08:00

My journey from my house to my school.

I woke up due to the raining that keep falling on my window pane, I do what is necessary and took a slice of pizza for breakfast, My handphone vibrated while i'm on the way to the busstop and i looked at it and reply to the message. I went down and stop walking for awhile,I Looked towards the horizon just to see the rain blocking my pathway and the wheather wasn't good at all,The water drops on the road making those splattering sounds. The road was shiny and a few cars past by me. I looked around for a better pathway to walk but there's just one more problem. Before i could even reach the busstop,There is a road in between it and i bet that it is going to be hard crossing that road in this kind of morning.

I walked the long way to the busstop and there is no way that i could escape from being wet,So i just croosed the road and reached to the other apartment. Upon entering there,A lightning strucked the tree nearby and i was also effected. I felt dizzy for awhile and i fell to the floor with my bags wrap around me, Then i can hear the thunder roaring so loud that it freak out the hell out of me. I felt pain,dizzyness and i can't breath properly.

Finally i gain concious and started walking towards my destination,I began to saw some distraction in my eyes like someone has taken a close-up photograph of me. Then the white colour lighting bang right in front of me and i was blind for a few seconds. I tried to rub my eyes to make the blindness go away but then it didn't help,I gain my eyesight again.

Finally i reached the busstop safely and i met Hariz there.. Nothing happen in the bus. (:

Okay change story larhh, Tired siaa writing like the above paragraph.. HAHA, Actually i got some English homework to do about 'my journey' and so maybe i would be writing about my trip to my school arhh..

So did you readers know that i SECRETLY hate my English lesson?!! WALAO, the teacher is soo damn heartless arhh. Only care about the good kind of peoples and she always came up with the lame reason. Grr...

So now i know that my class is soo freaking retarted siaa.. Confirm got alot of retarders in my class, Very noisy like hell and i don't think hell is as noisy as them seyy. So then basically in school was so tiring and thats all, Haziqah read my messages on my handphone siaa.. She arh, very the kaypo type yar know. (: ... She act only.. Always want to show people that she pierce her tongue ): *So what arhh? you want me to show you that i cut my tongue or not?!!.. nak challenge kerperr?!!*

So then my skate company is planning to have an outdoor camp for the skateboarders, I want to camp outside my house can or not? hehe.. Today is soo boring so i guess i shall go skating larhh,Anybody wants to join me?..haha. so see ya all kae.

still with Hidayah..<3..(Grow taller kay..(: Muackz!)

2007-03-25T09:48:00.001+08:00

LEARN something from this guy..>>

He's name is Mike vallely and he is a professional skateboarder, He is not an ordinary person for me, He inspired me to skate and move on with life .. I've always been waiting for the right person to inspire me on skateboarding and i'm glad to announce that i've met that person already, Mike has been a proskater for about 20 years now and he is still active in skateboarding.. I love someone that is an inspirational for me coz it makes me proud of who i am and what i am doing.. Who knows, Maybe this person might even inspire you as well. (:

Before you watch the video, I would appreciate it if you all listen and understand to what he's talking about.. (:

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=1498708424

2007-03-23T11:07:00.000+08:00

I didn't go to school today coz i got sooo FREAKING sick!! Nobody knows how sick am i unless you talk to me (: And it is soo suffocating siaa.

So later i got nothing going on, I just hope that i wouldn't have to go for today madrasah .. I mean like i'm soo weak right now.. *but sempat jugak eh update blog..hehe* Rawrr .. .. ..

Anybody wanna go out with me tommorow? which is on saturday .. Kol me arhh if you want to coz i'm not going for the 'Singapore skateboarders session' and i'm surely going to be lonely, To lazy arhh to go to somerset just to teach the kids how to skate .. Like phatetic siaa ):

Soo i got nothing to update about anymore.. I hope you all will enjoy my new song (: It's not rock music animore arhh!!

Still with Hidayah..<3..(In relationship with her for 5 months..<3..)

2007-03-22T13:32:00.000+08:00

Just came back from the 'School annual sports day' and i'm feeling soo woobly and damn tired siiaa.. Right now Hariz is in my house and he is playing the Xbox with passion seyy (: For me, I turned the volume of my computer and play rock musics!.. KECOH arhh.

So firstly Hariz and me was like whining arhh, It was soo hot and my hair was like burning seyy!! Grr, so we seek shelter behind this fat women.. Hehe,
I hate the events except for the 'cheerleading sompetition'.. The girls wore like this short mini skirt and they shake their booty babe!!.. WEEweet.. I like the Gamma cheerleaders,They shook their body and the raggae song just makes it more perfect .. Another comment perhaps? ..Their dance are like soo super duper SEXY siaa. I wish that my GF could dance as sexy as them seyy (: haha.

SEXY-ness rules!!!

I ran for the 400 metre sprint and i got second position for it, I just got this medal but not a trophy larhh (:
And somebody called me somewhere around 10:30am and it sounded like a girl to me.. She said that she will be calling back but who seyy??

still with Hidayah..<3..(i nid you by my side)

2007-03-21T14:08:00.000+08:00

Tommorow is the 22nd of March and i got an event coming up which is 'The sports day'.. I don't think i'll be running larhh coz i'm tired seyy. (:

So today at school was interesting, i mean like there's not to much excitement and there's not to much boredom. Just the perfect day *i think soo*.. Earlier today, Wati asked my handphone number during Geography class, i thought that i wanted to give her the wrong number but the she said that later after school she will be calling me and i was like "Aiyoohh!!".. Kaypo larhh dier nie. So i gave her my real number arhh. *sorie syg coz i gave Wati my number.. We're just friends kay*.. So after Geography was a very free period but sadly i felt during that free period so i just sat down on my place and talked to the people around me (: ...

Then Shahidah said that she wanted to know my number and get to know me abit closer!! WALAO wehh, I swear to god that i have no feelings about that girl so what i just smiled back at her and she totally forgot all about it arhh.. *maybe arhh, my smile makes her totally forgot all about it* (:

Lastly!! Guess what?.. I got HORNY all the time sia!! Not only me but Suffian got horny during Math lesson , Hahaha.. stupidity seyy we all. We stared at the new teacher butt! And i make that sexy voice.. Alot of things happen lahh. I lyke being HORNY arrhh, (Oh no.. i'm thinking about all those fantasies again, This Muzhafar is so dirty minded seyy..)

Get back into reality!! Okay... done (:

still with Hidayah..<3..(No comments but i love her till the day i die!!)

2007-03-20T14:28:00.000+08:00

Today is school was just rocking out dudes!! I mean like in math lesson, I was actually paying full attention to the subject and i left the classroom learning something new (: .. I hope that i can do that till me school career ends. MATHEMATICS is actually quite EASY!!!.

Then for some reason my GF which is Nurul Hidayah Binte Hassan is getting quite popular in my school.. I don't know why larhh but soo far the peoples that knows Hidayah is

Karyawati.
Fatin Nadra.
Mardiana.
Rabiatul and maybe Shahidah too.

WAhh.. Quite okay i guess.. And btw i'm not a PLAYBOY okayy!!, i just happen to know alot of gerls.. Friendster is a good way to find new friends , you know what i mean? haha

Still with Hidayah..<3..(I saw you with another guy at Vivo city holding hands......Joking larhh!!)

2007-03-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

got to type fast coz i got quite a tight schedule ahead of me.. (: i mean like for tonight i guess. I got to do update my blog,do my homework and maybe entertain my switheart.. so let's start from sunday onwards.

Sunday:
Went out with Suffian, Hariz and me (: we went to the jurong east library again to study but i notice that suffian didn't even gain a single bit of knowledge, only Hariz and me who were quite semangat with our studies.. so while studying and browsing through the magazine, i notice that Suffian shirt is like so sweaty!! i mean like the armpit area.. hehe. Maybe he's nervous for some reason seyy. Sweaty armpit.!!

Monday:
Monday is today larhh (: duhh.. Okay let me tell you guys something, My class moniter offered me a cigarettes and actually at first i was quite shock larhh coz recently i got a very good opportunity to smoke but i didn't take it lahh, Jia da left the cigarette in my pencil case sia!!. So it's like after school i just Sms-ed my switheart and asked her if i can smoke a cigarette or not larhh and she really piss me off you know. It's good that i ask for her permission, If not i would just smoke seyy but when i aksed for her permission she just didn't want to answer my question, She makes that simple sms into quite a long one larrhh, But NVM!! need to persevere and control my feelings just for HER!!.. So the rest was just plain old rubbish larhh...

BYE!!

still with Hidayah..<3..(i love you too many already larhh)

2007-03-18T08:24:00.000+08:00

Walao.. soo many peoples tag my board!! My blog is soo popular arhh?. give me some time to tag my board to kay .. you people are always typing nowadays.. (:

Yesterday!!! <3... color="#ff99ff">loveku and she is willing to wait for me at the 'Lakeside Mrt station' and at first i was soo shock that she is willing to wait for me there. * My syg is soo sweet larhh* .. but too bad i came late becoz i got something going on before that, So i walked SLOWLY to the Mrt startion even though i was late but nevermind i know that loveku is an understanding kind of person.. (:

Met her and she hugged me (: *do that again!!* so then after hugging i notice something different about her. i looked at her face and well her pimples and those pock-a-dots thingy are almost all gone! . she looks much better now (: i lyyke it.. then while walking to the busstop nearby i looked at her and she's becoming SHORTER seyyy!!! it's like walao.. i thought that she said that she's growing taller and my first impression when she said that is like .. "she must be the same height as me.. GOT to GROW taller!!" .. I was abit shock coz i've grown quite tall but she said that she likes tall guys so that must be a good sign right?..Yea-ness!!

So blablabla and reached the busstop near my place.. Waited for bus 30 was like waiting for the bus itself to be build!!.. Then loveku taught me a new word which is 'bus ketot' and so i was like.. "Urmmm.. Weird but it sounds awesome"... then we went to wherever we want larhh. Freedom kan. We took the bus 166 back home loveku keep complaining about the weather.. and surprisingly i didn't complain at all. Wait, i still remember that she thought that i'm a 'Putera lilin' Which means that i am afraid of the heat larhh... Hell no and i've proved it to her arhh.

then finally the bus came and it was a super damn retarted bus with bendy poles and an awesome head rest at the very back of the bus.. Awesome-ness!!.. Then the journey was abit long but at least it was fun. (:
she lean her head on me and hold my hand, she wouldn't even let go of it!! she loves me soo much is it??.. I think that's good larhh tu. *Btw i don't think it's disgusting, to me she's very sweet larhh*

then the day ended quite fast and it's time for loveku and hunny to be seperated, so i gave her a kiss on the cheek and hug her for quite a long time.. *at least it's longer than he previous one* ...

still with Hidayah..<3..( i'm missing you already and happy 5 months anniversary sayang.. Muackz!)

2007-03-16T11:52:00.000+08:00

Got nothing here to do at home. unlike my GF, she's a busy kind of person for like almost everyday and me.. I am kinda a free kind of person with nothing to do except on Wednesday,Thursday and Friday.. So it's like i'm very bored right now larhh..

Alot of peoples is asking me out on saturday and i don't know who will ask me next!! WALAO weehh...

That picture above there is cute right? ... who is the boy and who is the girl? you label it yourself... (:

2007-03-15T09:22:00.000+08:00

YESS!! .. At last my computer is okayy (: Wow, i've got alot of things to update in my blog so let's see.. For the past few weeks i've been going to the Jurong east library for a few times and in fact i would like to go there today. well not for playing or looking for girls number larhh but to just study or do homework.
I don't know why but i like to study outdoors rather than indoors coz i juz like feeling free and like it is quite good right? Maybe larhh.. Went for 'Singapore skaters video shoot' yesterday and it was abit boring and fun at the same time i got to like sit in a van and listen to music,play the laptop games and all sort of things larhh. then we reached our destinations and it was 10am by then and our destinations was at the estate kind of area and you know usually at that time peoples usually are still sleeping and we just heck care larhh.

Weets, i'm so darn bored and well let me comment a little bit about the people that is around me.. (:

Firstly i got my family on the list, Well they have been fighting for the past few days.. why won't my family get together and have fun together but instead My mum fought with her mum which is my grandma and my grandma fought with my mum's boyfriend!! My brother always goes back home late from whatever activities he's doing and i am the one that should always be blame... as for me ..I wake up,watch t.v,Talked on the phone and at about 4pm i'll go out and skate .. Finally at night i either talked to my GF or i would be studying under my void deck .. As you can see my family is not as close as you think we are.. SobzSobz

Then comes my friends.. (: Well they are all fun to be around with especially Hariz and Suffian. they rock my world!! mostly some of the sec ones and twos are the most interesting one,some of them even call me playboy and some of my classmates call me skaters larh and so on larhh... INTERESTING RIGHT MY FRENS?!!

finally, My Girlfriend!!! Wanna know something? My mother knows that i got a Girlfriend and she's cool with it.. (: Haha, Well it's only 3 more days before our 5 Months Anniversary!! Wee.. i got to admit that i'm quite excited about it arhh coz it's like 5 MONTHS is soo awesome, i mean like i'm with her for like 5 months.. Is that great or what.. and yea, things between me and her is quite okay larhh.. I'm being nice and sweet to her and yea all of that. i hope that things between us would be better and smoother (: I'm planning to like try to not have any problems or arguments with her for at least 1 month.. Then as a reward she will have secks with me..mm, Yum yum.. (: HAHA!! Nah, just kidding larhhh. don't take it to seriously okayy.. urm as a reward right? i forgot what is my reward arhh..): But i better get something meaningful if i didn't have any problems with her...Thats all!!!!!!!

still with Hidayah..<3..(you're still wearing that short skirt right?)

2007-03-13T14:22:00.000+08:00

hello readers , today was such a horrible day . i didn't go to school today cuz my grandma said tat i should stay at home and be a guard .. i wasnt expecting anything big but then my mum ex-boyfren came to our house and my grandma wascarrying tis religious book and a bottle of water ..
my grandma just went gaga when that guyy didnt want to admit his mistake . i juz tried to distract my brother and all i noe is that guy drank tat bottle and he put the book on his forehead then he juz walk off ..
but tats ntall , my grandma chase him and shouted at him in front of the whole neighbour !!how did tis happen ? its a long story .

and i tink tat my mum forgot tat TODAY is my brother birthday !! i feel so sorie for him .
ha CRIED when my mum , her ,ex and my grandma shouted at each other at the same time .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAIZ !!.. and sorie cuss ur birthday isnt such a happy day .

Still with Hidayah..<3..

...

2007-03-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

hidayah here .

muzhafar's computer has gone gaga , maybe for the next week or two . muzhafar would like to say SORRY FOR THE INCONVIENCES .

stiil will muzhafar..<3..

2007-03-10T14:10:00.000+08:00

Hello, i've not been posting for awhile now coz i'm quite 'busy' larhh.. My house is soo super duper kecoh now, My brother is singing the DikirBarat song and my mum is talking on the phone .. well as for me, i'm turning on the computer volume really loud!!.. So it's like once in a lifetime you would see me sitting at home during SATURDAY .. it's true!!

And i lied to my switheart about me having a camp.. Hahaha, firstly she was a bit dissapointed larhh coz she wanted to go out with me but too bad she can't. so that's how she reacted and finally earlier in the morning she called me and i told her the truth but surprisingly she wasn't angry at me .. the way she scold me is like this

"ggrr, marah marah..rawr"

It is soo great to have a GF like her.. (:

still with Hidayah..<3..(i noticed that she didn't love me like she always do..)

2007-03-08T21:55:00.000+08:00

It's almost 10:oopm now and i'm not feeling good.. i mean like i just called my GF and talked to her for awhile but when she told me about a guy that wants to look at her leg i was like..
"
Damn larh that freaking guy..takder perempuan lain nak tgk ke perr.."

And now i'm confused coz i'm feeling jealous and hatred at the same time, I hate that feeling very much seyy. I feel like breaking up with her larhh, let other guys go and do whatever they want to her. She doesn't even live near my place then how should i take good care of her seyy? Punch that guy face then he know larhh!! stewpid idiot.. ugh, it's like right now .. my heart is feeling heavy and i feel a bit of giddy-ness too. TORTURING RIGHT?!! And the great thing is that nobody did really care about me that much seyy.

Walao!! i'm being too sensitive already seyy. Fark larh deyy!! Haish, i don't even know what to do at home and i'm surely not going to accompany her till she sleep coz i will surely think about that Guy who tries to like spy on my GF leg.. then i will surely be soo damn quiet and everything would just be just a plain silent..

Muzhafar mood: Jealous,angry and hatred..

2007-03-08T14:27:00.000+08:00

Ergh.. i hate today coz firstly which school would have their 'Grooming check' on thursday?! two days before March holidays.. sian nehh, oh wait .. the school that is having their 'Grooming check' on thursday is Hong kah secondary school larhh.. And i'm sure that my friends are not surprise if i'm bewing caught by the teacher for my LONG hair coz it's like i got caught in EVERY 'Grooming check' .. Walao we, my hair is growing relli fast man and i lurve it but for some reason the teachers is jealous coz i got long beautiful hair.. (:

Haish, i think that they are jeles arh coz their hair grows really slow *hahaha..joking larhh*..

Then during social studies rite .. Shahidah tried to flirt with me *Damn her larhh..* but i swear to god that i have no feelings about her or what so ever!! i don't even admire her a LITTLE bit!! then she lean her head on my shoulder, she pushed me gently and she even read my handphone messages... Gatal-ness arh her. read what she said to me..

shahidah: chey! saper tu Hidayah
Muzhafar: none of your business
Suffian:Hayadih larhh
Shahidah: woots,Muz ader mataair seeyy
Muzhafar: tak menyusahkan kau kan?

i was being sarcastic right!!?.. Haha, that's me when someone just want to bug into my life. (:

So finally i am inspired by this hiphop artist, his name is P.Diddy and i'm sure that you all have heard his song before.. and btw this song in my blog is the song produced by that guy. nice right?!! well i hope you all will enjoy it kayy...

still with Hidayah..<3..(i wish that i would know the future sooner and not later .. will you tell me?)

2007-03-06T14:08:00.000+08:00

Hie .. so i've just reached home and is quite tired arhh coz i need to like concentrate alot seyy. Damn studies arhh and i've notice that i'm becoming better in my 'Malay' subject *i'm not kembang and even if i does My 'inside short' wouldn't be tearing apart larhh* soo there seems to be nothing interesting happened in school today and i'm sure the future would be greater (:

Then the whitley Secondary school 'Malay dancers' said that i'm kewt and that is suppose to be a compliment right? ouu okayy... To all the whitley 'Malay dancers' i would just wanna say thank you to you all for supporting me all this while,without your support i wouldn't be here anyway so THANK EU!!

cheyy , stepping jer nie Muzhafar.. So finally the 'Vans Skate Jam' would be opening soon and i'm joining that contest but i found out that they have just changed the date of the competition .. It's going to be on ******** .
Haha, Sorry coz i didn't exactly type in the day coz i don't want that 'person' to come and see me skate arhh.
Malu-ness!!

still with Hidayah..<3..(you said that you can predict the future then can i ask you one question? .. will i be able to be with you till the day i leave this earth?)

2007-03-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday!!!
Well yesterday,Hariz and me went out to skate but actually we didn't know exactly where we would like to go so firstly went to Jurong point hoping that we could somehow find another bus that will lead us to somewhere we could skate and so firstly we took the bus number 30 which lead us to bedok but we didn't stop at bedok,halfway through the journey the bus stopped at this particular busstop which was at the front of Harbourfront MRT station *We didn't even know that the bus will be stopping by at that station* so we alighted there and the next thing we know is that we were close to Somerset MRT station and of course straight away our mind was like saying "go to Somerset skatepark"...scary arhh .. we followed our mind and went to that skatepark. It was soo freaking awesome,I had so much fun there and i really did enjoyed myself there too. I met alot of friends there and all of them are pretty much as good as me (:

The skaters there gave me their support i mean like i've landed this trick arh then a few of the skaters knock their board on the floor to support me and i feel good when they did that to me and some even compliment me like

"nice one-footed manual man"
"Yeaa..that was great"
"wawa wee wa"

Haha, So at that skatepark i met this girl skater and she was pretty good for the begginers i mean like at least she did have the courage to try skateboarding and land some tricks. But the WAY SHE FALLS IS AWFUL!!
i mean like all the other skaters (including me) falls soo badly like rolling on the floor,hitting other skaters and just flew off 2 metres away..and so on but the way she falls is sooo SOFT!!! i mean it looks more like the 'Malay dance steps' than falling off the skateboard but for sure she's not a POSER...

Then reached home at around 8:05pm and immediately took a nice hot bath.. I entertained my switheart and i also accompanied her till late night, I mean like i waited for her to got sleepy larhh you know.. And the converstaion wasn't boring okayy!! it was F-U-N..don't believe me then ask Hidayah larhh .. she did enjoyed it you know... *Am i sweet or what?*

still with Hidayah..<3..(uurmmm...she thinks that i'm romantic).

2007-03-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

Hie .. sometimes i'm bored like right now but that's not all , i've got nothing to do here at home!! being alone these past few days isn't as great as you think ..Haish, sometimes feeling EMO is what i need.

It keeps me occupied with stuffs thinking about my GF,My family and sometimes i might even hate myself for doing certain things. I keep on staring into blank space hoping that someone would contact me and is willing to accompany me but yea,nobody did care about me after all. Great isn't it? Ergh, I'm so stewpid rite? yea i am...bye and Btw this post is worthless and its totally full of nonsense!!..

2007-03-01T14:24:00.001+08:00

Hellow (: Nowadays i've been stressing out too much arhh .. Well got alot of revision to do and so on but here's the highlight of my day..

Earlier my from teacher Mr Wee told us that we were the most 'popular' class to be around Hong kah secondary school but some popularity is not as good as you think it is .. My 3N3 class is being popular for the most 'Noisiestt class in the whole school' And isn't that marvellous? .. Not only that but my class has a BLADDER problem!! what the heaven seyy!! and i mean like i heard that we're going to be seperated but Mr Wee did gave us some compliment so i'm confused .. but NVM as long as i know that i've not done something wrong then it's fine with me larhh. Mr Wee told us that we have the potential to do best,We are very hardworking and we are soo strongly united with each other *which is true*..

talking about united...This is for my classmates who will read this,those who are not in my class and is reading this .. you readers are wasting your time..
So back to the united thingy,Did you guys know that Kek kian and Vinly is together?!! i mean like they are BF and GF now... *i saw them holding hands together on the way home and my instinct is always true..they are together!!* .. HAHAHAHA, the 'Umbrella hair' stead with 'the water droplets head' , hahahaha this can't be true seyy!!

So i didn't go for NCC today coz i need to be at home for some reason kayy... On the way home i met some of the Jurongville secondary students, They were my primary school friends arhh and they wanted some of my skate videos on my handphone arhh so i let them have it then in a few seconds they were all like "wwwwooooooo" and i was so shock but need to maintain,Then i asked them why and their answer is that my GF is soo super damn pretty arhh .. They all said that Hidayah is soo adorable, haha . but i notice that they didn't say that she look like one of the MINAHS.. Except for the MINAHS, they all think that she's a MINAH!! and i'm beggining to hate the word MINAH .. i don't know why seyy,So they fiddle with my handphone without permission arhh!! but at least they gave a good comment to my syg..Then they were quite impress arh coz i'm with her for 4 months already.

Then they still think that i'm a playboy which i am not!!

sooo thats all.......................You expect me to write more is it?

still with Hidayah..<3..

2007-02-27T14:55:00.000+08:00

Hie ..So finally i've reached my home sweet home (: School was per normal and nothing seems to be interesting at all and i got nothing to post for today soo i wanted to post some pictures but the computer bluetooth thingy doesn't seem to be okayy .. if you know what i mean larhh

Today might be the most boring day in the whole term and i got alot to revise!! i need to revise Physic and Geography... GGRrr, so much time but yet so much things to do seyy and btw Suffian and me decided to go to the 'Old Changi Hospital' but we still haven't confirmed the date yet.. So exciting and nervous to go to such places (: And during reccess Hariz told me that i'm handsome!!! compliment rulezz and nowadays i realised that i've been hanging out with the chinese peoples alot..MULTI-racial right!!

I wonder what should i do next? AM I BELO!!!?

still with Hidayah..<3..(relationship+5 months= Present from GF!!)

2007-02-26T14:22:00.001+08:00

Ugh..i've got a stomach ache and it's soo uncomfortable ): ..Today in school was the most interesting and exciting day ever!! read the text below kay..

So the day started out as per normal and the first lesson was Mathematics and things were getting out of control coz there was another teacher taking care of our class and usually at this kind of situation i'll just lay my head on the table and go to sleep but Jia Da pulled my ear soo hard coz i disturbed his beloved girlfriend and so in the process of pulling, My bruises on my left elbow was being drag along my bag and i notice that my bag is not made out of smooth materials. it's actually quite rough and the bruises on my left elbow accidentally rubbed along the surface of my bag and the bruises peeled of my skin like a piece of paper and blood were streaming down my arm. Jia Da looked at my bruises and said sorry,Just SORRY!!! i was moaning in pain and i wanted to wash the blood away but someone is using the 'Exit pass' . Then finally i went to the toilet and just wash it like i've never washed it before and it hurts so much but i don't even care coz i don't give a damn to it larhh, On the way back to the classroom i notice that there is something coming out of my bruises. And it's yellow in colour!!! yuck-ness!! i PULLED the yellow substance out and it was like a piece of wet tissue coming out of my body!!..disgusting right? but the good news is that Jia Da didn't even bother to talk to me anymore coz if he did,i would drag out his ear!!......

The rest was much peaceful and calm but not in Chemistry lesson coz surprisingly Soleha wanted to know more about Suffian and it wasn't about the nice things about him but instead she asked me whether suffian has a house in USA!! and whether Suffian really is Zac Efron neighbour in USA. Basically i answered her the truth but she didn't believe me so what the heck!! I was like a postman in the Chemistry class!! (: Postman-ness!!

That's all for today!!! (:

still with Hidayah..<3..*argued with her last night and i still can't forgive myself*..

2007-02-25T15:37:00.000+08:00

Hey so i'm bored..What about we post some pictures here okay (:

So here is one of my friend DikirBarat group..(:

Here is my pictures when i am skating!! ..

Urmm...and some skateboard brands pictures larhh..

And lastly!!...some shoes!!!! *these are my type of shoes..*

Well..that's it for today and i remembered msging my switheart but there is still no reply!! SUSPICIOUS!!!..

2007-02-25T08:21:00.004+08:00

Hello readers!! Wow i got alot to talk about today but first let me talk about yesterday (: .. So i met my friend under my void deck then we decided to go to 'Queenstown' to buy 'Ball bearings' which is a piece of metal thingy which is connected to the skateboard wheels..After that i was soo darn hungry so i decide to buy water and the 'Famous Amos biscuits' soo i was pretty much satisfied then we decided to take the MRT to Dhoby Ghaut and saw all those Emo kids,gothics,punk and some minahs .. My friend was like soo disgusted in the concept!! me too,its like at least skaters is something good,its like sports but EMO is just a feeling and outfit of that concept ..Pretty much they just want to get into trend (:

So we reached 'somerset skatepark' and it was raining,A few guys skated in front of the MRT station exits and so i decided to join them larhh .. Surprisingly i am the centre of attraction seyy!! I was abit proud but then i was even nervous (: ..while waiting for the rain to stop i created some new flip tricks and everybody was like STARING at me coz i landed the new flip tricks and some was just staring at my deck coz it's the most popular deck to be released .. its the 'Rowley-Deck flip' and it's awesome skating there coz i got to meet new friends from around the world and they were all like seeking for my help and asking me for tips to how to flip faster or spin the board ..Just about anything larr!!

Then when the rain stops,some of the skaters take some of their newspaper just to wipe of the water from the floor and on the ramp (: ..My friend and me basically sat down at one spot and just look arund ..haha lazy arh to help.. Well the rest was just alot of fun and coolness!! Then there is this person just msg-ed me all of a sudden and her name is Aisyah but the most unfortunate thing is that i don't really remember her but she said that she used to like me but didn't get the chance to tell it to me and now she's contacting me back and i forgot all about her :P...NVM!! *she still remember my name arhh..And i don't.*

Then we decided to eat at 'Cineleisure' and we need to take the longer route coz the normal route is blocked dude to the CHINGAY happening on one of the roads...*i didn't see any scouts there arhh* but i did saw some TAPPERED DUDE staring at us like we have done something wrong (: ..After we've eaten we decided to get back home.

Then in the MRT i saw some dudes disturbing this minah and i was like staring at them hard .. They turned on their radio soo freaking loud and they were playing the raggae song which is kinda irritating and they acted like they own that place!! So they saw this girl came in the MRT and decided to like sit beside her and talked to her acting like that girl is their GF ..Bluek-ness!! so i just stare at them like i've never seen them before arhh and i know that the are scared of me coz one of them lowered down the volume of the radio when he sees me staring at them but i kept on staring at them and my friend started to get involved in it larhh!! We stared at them like gangsters and some wanted to confront us but stop in front of us and acted like nothing happened..hahaha *that girl was just laughing seyy when she saw that they dudes which were suppose to be macho is actually quite timid to others..They just want to impress the girl larhh but it wasn't impressive at all * and i know by the face of the dudes that they were actually quite embarrassed coz they acted tough in front of the girl..(; peace to skaters and the rest was just NORMAL!!!!

still with Hidayah..<3..

2007-02-24T09:40:00.000+08:00

So today is saturday and i'm not going out with switheart but i've decided to go to 'Somerset skatepark' with my friends from 12 noon till night (: ..I'm sure it's going to be alot of fun soo i wouldn't be posting any stories for today,Maybe i'll post my story on sunday and i know it's going to be a long story in the mean time i hope you all take good care of yourself and stay cool alright..Peace

2007-02-23T15:14:00.002+08:00

Hie .. Sorry readers coz i need to delete the previous post ..I was Ober the limit by offending all the scouts around the world, Sorry scouts!!! hey but i still respect them alot and SgNicholasTang .. there wouldn't be any war in singapore *well i hope so*... So readers this is a WARNING to you all, DO NOT disturb any kind of community such as NCC,Scouts or the police .. We are all singaporeans,We stand together as a whole Nation and even though singapore is small it is amazing how we can fit different kind of religion and communities around (: ..I hope the scout will forgive me. Peace (:

And back to my normal days..And walao today was soo freaking damn tired man,i went home at about 2:30pm larhs and i haven't got enough rest .. Not to mention that i got Madrasah later on!!

And saturday would be rocking out!! coz i'm going to skate with my friends at 'Somerset skatepark' from noon till night seyy..got to be ready for tommorow but before that i got some assignments to do so be sure to visit my blog okayy..bye!!

still with Hidayah..<3..

2007-02-21T15:08:00.000+08:00

hie peoples!! i got to admit i look smart and neat for school today but it sucks coz i came late to school and it is my third time already!! walao! the fifth times i'm late i will be cane seyy. Got to wake up early ..*switheart can you help me by waking me up early in the morning?* I don't know why larh but i really look smart tau.. (: so proud!!

My school discipline is getting higher and higher because of some idiots who does something bad which will effect our whole school thingy..its like when people talk about Hong kah secondary school they will surely think of it as a gangster type of school with 'Mat rep,Mat tappered and minahs' but they didn't mention anything about the skaters .. Maybe the skaters in hong kah is the good ones (: like me larhh *duuh (:*

But i'm not that good what..I mean like i have an unacceptable hair and i wore branded kind of shoe .. i mean like as long as my hair is neat *my hair is not neat!!* and i wore black shoes to school then it's fine what!!..maybe the discipline masters are jealous of peoples wearing things that are more expensive than theirs!!..HaHa ..

Oh yea earlier in school .. We got chinese new year performance *over already then want to celebrate it for what arh?* and my comments are the 'Chinese ochestra' were soo annoying. I mean like their music can make our ears melt into vapour!! but the 'Harmonica band' Is soo super duper cool and the conductor is my most favourite music teacher btw i forgot what is his name..hhaha

and Jia Da ROXX!!!! weeweet!!

still with Hidayah..<3..(no comments yet but i am starting to miss her)..

2007-02-20T19:33:00.002+08:00

So i've just reached my home sweet home and before that i went out with switheart!! miss her soo much but now not that much larhh. (: so i was soo damn tired but who cares? I just want to see her smile for the day and i didn't just see ONE smile but in fact i got her to take a few pictures of herself and she FINALLY agreed to do it! *loves her soo much!* And i just couldn't help it,i keep on staring at her pictures and it's never boring looking at it *soo adorable tau and btw she's mine!!* Soo firstly we were quite confuse coz i don't even know where to go and anyway i was soo tired soo i couldn't think that much arhh. HAHA,i am soo belo and yea it's kinda fun being belo .. So we took a bus from woodlands to somewhere *i forgot* but i know that we finally reach Vivo city and when we each there i grab her hands .. So while walking i was soo bored holding her hands in a normal way so i just told her to hold my hand differently larhh..i mean like the typical couple thingy.

We went to the pet shop and all the dogs are gone!! Only the hamsters were there...*maybe the Hamster ate the dog!!?* Soo after that we went to Toys R Us'and while walking around there i met my cousin!! and i got to admit she is just soo 'blur sotong' i mean like i actually make fun of her outfit and she doesn't even realised it!! soo clever and yea i did 'loyar buruk' to her so thats why she just falls into my trap..kekekekekeke.
Noti me and after then we went to every place that we could think of (:

So finally it's time to go back home and i accompanied her to the interchange and i need to call my mum arhh so after calling i don't really want her to say goodbye coz i was still missing her at that time so i gave her a 'goodbye kiss' instead (: *i am soo super duper sweet*..right? then the rest is..i forgot!!

still with Hidayah..<3..(is my love for her sincere?)

2007-02-19T19:36:00.000+08:00

Hello peoples,Well i'm sorry for not updating my blog recently .. It's just that i had to go camping with my family and friends so i didn't have time to update it kay. First of all i would like to tell you guys this,its like almost everyone said that i've change (: ..Not only that but soem says that my voice have been changing these past few weeks,Well i would just like to tell you all that whatever i've change will make you feel better and i hope that you enjoy talking to me or being around me okay? Sooo during the CAMP!! its not the NCC camp larhss,its only a normal family bonding kind of camping and btw i was camping at 'Kranji' soo it was basically fun but for some reason i didn't have the mood to play around or anything .. I just like to sit far away from the camp site and enjoy the view and also the wind,its quite windy there (: But the most unforgettable moment would be when the rain started to come and the whole place is soo messy,its like things were flying all around and everbody was shivering and i bet that i was the only one that wasn't wearing any form of jackets or cloths coz i didn't bring my jacket and i was shivering out of CONTROL!! i wasn't even able to stand still...):

Its really cold you know...(: And soo the place was A BIT haunted,Only the lucky person could see the 'thing' and yea its by the seaside and when the water is low i went down the the bach and found some 'Mussels' and this exotic animal..Its the 'Berangkas' and for those who don't even know what Berangkas means...sorry i can't help you coz i don't even know the word in english!! :P.

Lastly.. I got bitten by the Mosquitoes ALOT of times!!! soo damn itchy lorhh..Its like almost everywhere seyy and its irritating me ): too bad for me arhh. and i did took some pictures,So maybe i'll post it later alright..buh-bye!!

still with Hidayah..<3..

2007-02-16T17:15:00.000+08:00

Woah!! its been a long time since i post a story in my blog! ..I mish my super duper blog but i miss my switheart the MOST!! So the reason why i wasn't updating my blog recently is because i got to go for some operation on my left ankle, I know you all would like to know how broke my ankle so yea basically its about skateboarding..Because of it i need to suffer a bit and yea i didn't really know what happened but it was a MAJOR PROBLEM when i got back from the hospital,for some reason somebody has been disturbing my switheart when i am gone..And i dislikes that person,because of him my most beloved girl almost leave me alone!!..But you know i am sincere about it so i am still with her!! *I loves her soo much and anybody who dares to make her unhappy will face the consequences..a BAD one..*..

So i hope that i can get back to skating when i'm completely cured (: ..I miss alot of things larhh!..And on sports day i'll be taking the 4x400 events but i even got this 'live firing range' for my NCC and its going to be almost 1 WEEK i think,i don't know what day is it larhhh but its confirmed and yea i got selected for 'Evacuation Drill'..I mean like its a fake Fire Alarm arh but we just pretend that its the real one *so stewpid right? dumb seyy* ..I need to like go into every classrooms and look for peoples who are hiding or FAINT!! ahahah..as if it would happen.

There's alot of things happen in just 1 week,i mean like my family lost their $5000 gold!! and urm my grandmother is soo angry at my mum's boyfriend for..Urmm i don't know for what arh but i know that she's angry larhh. And yea nothing much to say and i wish i could go out with switheart again!!! (:

still with Hidayah..<3..(this sunday will be my 4 months anniversary with her..What can i say,she loves me* (:

2007-02-08T19:51:00.000+08:00

Ugh nowadays i've been so busy with stuffs that i have almost no time to update my blog so now i think is my opportunity to update them (: .. So right now i'm actually feel kinda giddy and i feel like vomiting,I don't know why and it does not feel good and its pretty much sucks. Earlier i heard that Nabilah and Switheart fought with each other for some specific reason but i don't really know what happened and i was just sms-ing my dear to ask whether she really wants to break up with me but then she scolded me and says that if i believe that bitch then..urmm i forgot arhh but i know she is kinda agitated at me...SOWIE SWITHEART...(:
I don't understand them at all, I thought that all girls would never argue with each other but oh well they have prove me wrong and its kinda irritating and worrying knowing that my sayang is argueing with my friends and i relli hope that it would stop!! somebody stop them!!!..

And tommorow my school would be having 'house practice' and i do need to turn up coz i took up some events so this is a message to everyone who wish to contact me kay...Tommorow you will be able to contact me from 12:45pm to 1:50pm ONLY coz my house practice begin at 2pm and end at around 4pm to 5pm..(: Thank you for reading that blue words..

Ergh and tommorow i got madrasah and its at Al-Mukminim mosque!! But the worst thing is that i need to go all by myself!! Darn larhh,its like i live in Taman Jurong and Al-mukmin is at Jurong East and i know its going to be a long journey..so i wish that someone call me on the way there..

So basically tommorow i'm surely going to be busy from morning to 9pm at night..pity me kay readers (:

buh-bye..<3..

i love Hidayah..<3..(i do love her whole-heartedly)..

2007-02-05T14:39:00.000+08:00

Haish...I just had a tiring day earlier .. I msged switheart in the morning but she didn't replied (: gud larhh tu and now i'm soo darn bored,I hope somebody can talk to me!! I want to join Kuda Kepang!!..wow to many things that i want seyy .. hehe sowie readers i'm just bored and yea right now there's nobody here in my house and i can't think of a better way to keep me occupied rather than playing computer..BRAINLESS larhh thats why i'm getting taller coz my brain is not heavy causing my body to grow FASTER and while the express student like switheart tends to grow slower coz their BRAIN ARE LARGER AND HEAVIER...*does that make any sense at all?* haaha weird right? but i know thats its not true..

i want to change my blogskin again but i'm too lazy to do it soo maybe later kay..If anyone of you hate my blogskin then there is a little red X button on the top right hand side of the screen..GO click ON it..

still wit Hidayah..<3..(i mish her hugs right now...(:)

2007-02-04T09:19:00.000+08:00

Hello there..i hope there's no problem here in my blog,i mean like my switheart told me that she can't she my stories but can only hear the music .. Well i hope everything is okay now and its been quite a few days since i post my last story and yea i've been busy the past few days due to my Malay Project and some chores..Well lets just say that i'm too occupied to do blogging (:

Okay so yesterday i went to the library to research on 'Malay Traditional Foods' and i asked switheart to accompany me coz you know .. She's in the Express stream and i'm in the Academic stream soo i thought that she could help em sort things out or help me with the research but well i don't know if she did helped me but she seems shy in the first place that she just couldn't think of any words except for the one she wrote in my notebook that has got NOTHING to do with what i'm researching for which is 'Malay Traditional Food'.. She wrote this-Rice is a staple food of malays and a number of different types are used as a source of ingredient and some of the food is use as a form of respect to culture...

Well she wrote the purple part and i add a few word which is the blue ones..(: Creativity!!
.. And well the rest was just soo FUN..awesome right? ..i helped switheart carry her Art Stuffs and she repays me back by saying "Thank you" and she even bought me a slurpee...(: and of course i said Thank You to her .. its like we're being polite to each other except for the part where she tried to steal my HANDPHONE

still with Hidayah..<3..(loves her soo much!! I would be heartbroken for the rest of my life if she leaves me..)

2007-02-01T14:27:00.000+08:00

Okay first of all i would like to say that i am soo damn stress right now!! And i don't know why..my lessons seem to be okay and everything is fine but to me its too much already,darn larhh..And earlier in my school nothing happen just plain boring day and if this keep on going then i'll be less enthutiastics to go to school which is a bad thing..*why!!..you can do it muzhafar..* And yea today i got nothing else better to do than to sit at home and do NOTHING...soo dumb right? Urmm btw i notice that i've been having bad relationship with others except for Suffian...weets,He rocks man!!..He scribbled on his Social Studies Textbook and it was damn Hell funny man,My stomach almost burst out and my face was like screaming in pain..hahahah it was soo funny but i can't describe what did he actually scribbled on his book coz in don't really know how to explain it but mostly its about 'Hair'..*kakaka...Btw nice drawing*..
Thats all i can say coz today nobody will definitely accompany me or talk to me on the phone..): Lonely Muzhafar....urmm who will layan me arhh?...switheart is busy going out with her mum,Dania might be a bit busy but i still do not want to disturb her and Suffian i don't know about him whether he's busy or not but lets hope he is online in M.S.N (: Buh-Bye...

Still loving Nurul Hidayah..<3..

2007-01-30T14:28:00.000+08:00

*SNEEZE*...Well today readers i'm not feeling well at all.I got Sore throat,Flu and a bit of Fever and yea school was sooo boring,seriously!! And earlier during Math lesson Suffian and me saw some of our classmates listening to their Mp3 so we look at each other and decide whether we should listen to the Mp3 and study and so finally we took out our Mp3 and enjoy our music,I find listening to music and studying at the same time makes no difference but its kinda fun..i got to concentrate more and i hope i can do that in the future..
And for your information,i'm having a really bad flu and its irritating me so i hope that if i didn't contact anyone of you out there,i hope you understand my status and situation here okay?Urrmm..its really fun studying and listening to music or talk to someone else at my phone,its a really good way for me to study and do homework and yea went home straight away earlier

I don't think i can go to school tommorow,earlier i feel really drowsy and weak because of the sickness but peoples call me EMO..for what seyy?..Thats all i can type for today..you readers enjoy your day and have fun all rite?..take care..buh-bye!!

still with Hidayah..<3..(loves her soo much!!)

2007-01-29T14:30:00.000+08:00

Urm urm..okay is this awesome or what?..alright i would just want to remind you that if you're lazy to read then please don't read this post coz its gonna be a long freaking post..(: Thank you for your cooperation..

Well i would like to tell you guys what happened yesterday and today!!..Well for those who are not smiling right now then smile..you're suppose to be happy..And yea yesterday was soooo F-U-N!!..i got to skate from 4:30pm to 10:00pm,isn't that great for me?It was the most enjoyable day ever in my whole weekends and i wonder what is your feelings if you are lost in singapore..urm well for me is that i'm happy to be lost in singapore and furthermore i bought my skateboard with me *yay foreva!!*...If i'm not wrong i was lost in Bukit Batok with my friend Hariz and yea finding the way out wasn't easy readers.We got to trace back our steps and while on the way we found some Gut-crushing obstacle such as 6 steps and some bench to grind on soo it was our first time skating in Bukit Batok and i don't want to miss all the fun out there so we decided to try some tricks on the bench and the staircase but our main purpose there is to find this three skatepark's..well for now we've only found one that is behind a few coffeshop but the rest was just to hidden for us..its like we went deeper into Bukit Batok and found some 'beautiful' for us to skate on and we took some videos and all..(: it was soo fun and we did 'thrash'..hey wait..when i mean thrash its not that we throw litter or vandalise,Its just that we skated at a few spots here and there and the place wasn't for pser skater alright!!..I tried doing a fliptrick down a 6 steps stair and i did land it but there is this one video in my handphone that stands out from the rest..it is the 'Tragic Bail' and it is soo scary watching it but too bad,my friend stop it halfway soo you couldn't see the rest of the accident..if you still wanna know what happened then meet me or call me and i'll tell you and show you the video and at Bukit Batok i realised that there are alot of Minahs (: Well as far as i know Bukit Batok is almost a skating paradise!!..END OF YESTERDAY STORY...

And we move on to the next day which is today...kinda funny when you read that..haha...Okay i was actually having a bit of fever and a very painful sore throat today but i still force myself to go to school,and my purpose is that i want to get a very good attendance record..kaka..I know some of you might say something bad about me but i dont't care okay..its true,i do want to get the very good attendance award.And today in school all i know is that i mostly talked to Suffian and thats all...i did talk to one or two of my classmate.But well i did well for today coz i was paying attention but i still can't remember what i've just learnt today....*what arh?* But nvm...and now i notice that there is alot of peoples having a GF and BF relationship and i mean like the BF and GF are in the same school and they sit together,eat together and i don't know how do they cope with it..at least my GF isn't in the same school as me..if not all the girls around me would be really frightened because my Gf is a very very fierce person..She likes to poke peoples eyeball if they stare at her..bbbrr scary right? ....So after school i went to the canteen with Suffian and bought a dish just to fill up our hunger,We sat at a bench like idiots and we sat there alone eating like rich peoples..muahahah buh-bye!!!

Still with Hidayah..<3..

2007-01-27T12:31:00.000+08:00

Hie..urm right now i'm feeling kinda bored and so i decided to post something in my blog..Well yesterday i didn't post anything in my blog coz i was too tired to post anything soo i'm sorry for..urm no reason but oh well i am feeling EMO right now coz i don't know why,Maybe its because i just composed some of the emo's song so i think i'm getting influence by the song and the feelings too.And by luck i knew this song which is just perfect for my feeling right now..
Well,the song which i hope you're listening to right now is the one that i was talking about earlier,its about feeling EMO and is missing that someone which he loves,just like me...its been a long time since i went out with my switheart and its pretty sucks coz the holidays are gone except fot the saturday and sunday..soo feeling emo...gggrr..And switheart just called me because she's bored..well at least i know there's someone relying on me when he/she is feeling bored or down...(: oh well,i promise to call her later so i guess i should end my post here..nothing interesting right?..sowie again.

still with Hidayah..<3..

2007-01-25T14:43:00.000+08:00

SCHOOLING DAYS!!!..

Well first..let me say hie to you readers out there..hiey!!..how are you all?great?..im always great,i know i'm a good person don't need to tell me larhh..haha..urm well wanna know what happened during my school hours?..well read the text below...(:

Urrmm..if i'm not wrong the first period was P.E and well it was sooo fun!!Well i didn't played any games or do anything..hehe *i tried to not play the games because i was too tired* well it was fun not because i joined the game but instead i got to be the 'Night Safari' tour guide!!!...how kewl is that suppose to be?..uurmm well i was just showing them some of the animals there such as the Flamingos,a huge Rhino and an Elephant..For some reason or another..a few of my friends laugh at it because i represent some of the peoples really well.

So the rest was Normal for me and yea guess what peoples?i got 32/50 for my Malay test...That is such a great improvement.(: So proud of myself...*yay me*...

AND!! last but not least...one of my classmate was in great trouble..well he is a chinese dude and yea he got caned by the DM during the last lesson...ugh,soo terrible..but once you have done a mistake you can't run away from it..its true though..

And yea the DM caned him right in front of us and everyone was soo shocked but for me..i was soo freaking worried about him but deep inside of me,im eager to see him being punished for his wrong doings..ouchies!!

still with Hidayah..<3..(when am i going to stop writing this!!..seriously)..and Suffian..plzz tag my Tagboard!!

2007-01-24T14:49:00.000+08:00

uuurrr...Im currently to lazy to type anything so i would just summaries my story for today.Well firstly switheart told me about this sec 1 dude in one of the many schools in singapore and well this sec 1 dude is kinda sick in the mind and even though i might barely know him but i don't want to be friends with that dude because i don't mix with that kind of peoples...i don't know why girls like him but well FOR me the girls like him because of his looks..haha its kinda stewpid right?I've trully learnt a true and meaningful phrase..its "don't judge the book by its cover"..and well its really true...thinking of that guy seriously make me wanna puke for real...

And so today for school is kinda...well its IS borrriinnggg!!!...i only hang out with Suffian because he's the only guy that is easy to talk to larhh,well last period was PC and its not computer application okay..its something like assembly with talks and scolding going on.And well Mr Cheen over estimated the time and we have to retained for like 30 minutes or more..thats all i can remember for school coz the rest of the time i was soo freaking stressful...pity me larhh teachers!!.

sooo after school i took the usual bus home and i met all my COOL friends..even better than that earlier guy i was talking about..well i met Khairi,Zul and Afiq...well the three of them rocks larhh..uurmm khairi is my classmate soo yea..but the other two are my skaters members...WE LIVE TO SKATE AND DESTROY PUBLIC STUFFS!!..well Afiq ask me whether i would be skating for today or not and soo i just shook my shoulder..then they talk to me and it was pretty fun coz we talk about skateboard stuff and how to improve and we also talk about some of our unforgettable falls...(: peace tau...

thats all for today readers..i hope you enjoyed my song..its meaningless but the rythm is kewl..

still with Hidayah..<3..(we're together for 3 months and few days now)...

2007-01-23T16:32:00.000+08:00

TODAYS...

Well today for school was QUITE interesting..well firstly we got chemistry and we don't need to take out any of our stationary coz the teacher is showing us some experiment and it was soo awesome that i payed full attention to it. (: (:

And finally it was mother tongue and we got karangan test on for today sooo i studied yesterday and i am quite confident of the words i'm using for the test..i think i did pweeetttty well for that test.Well the rest was just normal except for ENGLISH...i don't get it on what is the purpose of english for this year?Its like we kept reading book and discussing a class outing and read and so on...uurmm i don't see any learning there.

Well as for one that is..earlier during the period i think my English Subject Teacher is having a serious deppression coz he kept staring at us like we have done something wrong and furthermore she scolded us for nothing..well she said that don't ask her stewpid question,i'll not answer that idiotic question and will just keep quiet..then we didn't know how many words we should write!!..The Class Macho which would probably be Muhd Khairi...well he's kinda muscular but he's not that interested in building muscles,its just natural..well i like to think its natural coz his body is soo tough!!..urm Khairi ask the teacher politely on how many words should we write and the theacher just stare at him straight into his eyes..some of my classmates started laughing ad the teacher tought that we were laughing at Khairi question!!!!...*teraser seyy..padahal we're laughing at the teacher's face*

soo okay the rest was cool and NOBODY cut my queue during reccess!!...wuahahahaha..(: that is called schoomate...not like Whitley Secondary School Students...hehehe sorry Whitley schoolmates!!..i wasn't despising you.i was just elaborating on how your school is doing...and well,It's doing GREAT..keep it up...

still with Hidayah..<3..(when will i stop writing this!!)..

2007-01-22T14:11:00.000+08:00

Aiyoh..my chatterbox is full of my mum words...hehe,but its kinda interesting to read it larhh..

So today in school i was totally brainless and i think i've not bought my geography textbook,workbook and chemistry workbook...i think i've lost it larrhh!!..aw man..and school was sooo boring..well the only think i learn is in mathematics class which is on the topic of 'compound interest'...i learn quite a bit and i need to revise on that,as time goes by my subject is getting harder and harder and its hard to catch up on it and furthermore i got Family Problems..Haish,sooo discouraging and stressful..

Well thats all,i think i should HEAR SOME MUSIC TO RELIEVE MY STRESS...(: music never dies!!..but peoples who smoke will die sooner or later...muahahahahah..Okay thats all..

BYE!!!

2007-01-20T17:57:00.000+08:00

PARENTS!!..

i'm telling you all the truth,Parents just don't understand the words that are coming out our mouth...just like my mum,she thinks that i'm the kind of children that loves to lie to their parents,do bad stuff and so on...im surprise that they don't even know their own children personalities,they have been with me for the last 14 yrs and they are looking down on me!!..why?!..

Sometimes i just want to be a bad person because my parents look at me as a bad child and i've TRIED explaining to them but it won't work..soo sometimes i feel that being a bad child would end it all..after all they know that i'm a bad child..soo?..i would prefer being scolded for the things that i've done rather than being scolded for misunderstanding me,im soo sad and will forever be that way...Just because of ONE misunderstood situation,they look at me as if i have no manners,and THE REASON WHY I SHUT UP IS NOT BEACAUSE I'M AFRIAD OF TELLING LIES..THE REASON IS BECAUSE THE MORE I SAY THINGS..THE MORE THEY MISUNDERSTOOD ME...AND SOMETIMES I FEEL THAT TALKING TO THEM IS USELESS CAUSE THEY THINKS THAT I'M A BAD CHILD..SOO WHATS THE POINT TALKING TO THEM!!!??..

for some reason or another,they just expect us to follow their way..its like even if i told my mum i wouldn't do it,she keeps on accusing me of lieing!!..stressful right!!?..they want themselves to be the RIGHT one and if i talked about their mistakes,they seem to scold me!!..*for what?!!...they know that if they make a mistake..admit it larhh!!..we sometimes do the wrong things without realizing it what!!*..GGrrr,they just need to be understanding..thats the KEY to understand thir child better!!...

i sometimes ask myself this question..is adult afraid of losing an argument with their child?..but till now,the answer is still not there..they just expect the elders to WIN the argument..because they are much older than us!!!??..that is soo lame!!..seriously...

And right now i am sooo stress out...i seriously despise my mum's boyfriend!!..Maybe its because of him that my mum start smoking again!!..and guess what readers..the reason is that they are stress..so thats why they smoke a ciggarettes..soo that they can RELIEVE STRESS!!!!..and btw,there's technology around us and there is this such things called Mp3!!...listening to music do relieve stress!..and its a healthy way..why do they have to choose the bad ways to relieve thir stress,i hope they regret all their desicions one day...I WISH SOMEONE WOULD JUST SHOW THEM SOMETHING TO MAKE THEM REGRET SMOKING AND CHANGE INTO A NEW PERSON!!...SOMEONE PLEASE OPEN UP THEIR EYES!!!!...

but overall...i did calm down,i kept quiet..just like my counsellor tolf me to do so...i did not do anything right?..but they accuse me of doing things,soo whats the point of fighting back..its useless...

And right now..i really wish my mum would stay away from that unhealthy person,i care about my mum,but she seems to care about her bf as much as she care for me..and its really hard splitting them up...if only my mum BF would change to a new person..i would totally accept him as my father....(: (:

to my mom,

if you really thinks that im a bad child,then do so..coz as far as you know..if you keep it like this,i would someday be the REAL bad child...coz i don't want to be accuse of what im not doing!!..stressful tau,i rather be scolded for being what i am then im not...understand!!?...SOO IF YOU WANT ME TO BE A BAD CHILD..THAN THINK OF ME AS ONE...COZ SOMEDAY I'LL BE A BAD CHILD...

CURRENTLY im not a bad person..but well some peoples think i am..soo too bad!!..I WISH MY MUM WOULD READ THIS POST!!!....

still with Hidayah..<3..(Hidayah doesn't do bad stuff!!)

2007-01-18T14:21:00.000+08:00

BORING DAY!!!

So today was soo freaking boring..even in Mr Wee class!!..well firstly there's P.E and i got scolded because i didn't bring my p.e attire..*actually it was in my bag..but i was too lazy to change to it..keke..noti muzhafar*..then after P.E we have Computer Applications!!!...yay!! well i've learnt alot of new things today...like how to make bulletin box and all that larhh...well it was not that boring but i was abit stress out by then..

And after that its reccess time!!...i went to the canteen and notice something,its like ALMOST everyone is sitting with their GF and BF and eating out of the same plate and cup and i was ABIT jealous coz i hope switheart was there with me..that would totally rock out!!

Well after all that mayhem it comes to only 2 lessons left!! and its Mother Tongue next..soo,the class was abit peaceful and some joker at the back just lurve to make that bird sound...its like the morning bird sound but i called it 'KuKu bird' and the teacher laugh,hehe nice me..(: then the jokers back there shut their mouth immediately..haha stewpid dudes!!.

sssooo..its Mr Wee class next and its just what i need to cool down my body temperature coz Mr Wee took us to the computer lab...but then the unexpected thing come,Mr Wee started to talk about Classical Music and we were all like staring at him blankly...he told us that if you listen to classical music,it can help you do things better coz it puts your mind to peace and you can concentrate more...but i still need the prove Mr Wee!!!...And guess what?..Mr Wee decided to let us hear some of the CLASSICAL SONG!!...and i was "ughh!!'.

well..listening to it was fun at first but it started to make me sleepy so i decided to lay my head on the table for awhile and yyeeaa well classical music REALLY set your mind to PEACE and when everything is peace there's nothing else to do except for sleeping!!.And so i did take a long nap and it was soo soothing but not that comfortable but well who cares!...uumm than at one-thirty the school bell rang and i heard it soo i just woke up and look around,well a few of them were still asleep but i didn't even bother to wake them up.Then Mr Wee told us to line-up outside and wait for him and so the whole class did and the next thing i know is that Shahida,Sheril,pauline and soleha came up to me and say this sentence...(:

the Gerls:"muzzzz...kau tidur cute arhh,macam nak peluk kau jerr!!..geramnyerr"

well i just smiled at them and say thank you..well,i was abit shocked but yea just accept the fact that i'm cute..hahahaha *prasan seyy*..soo when Mr Wee dismissed the whole class....Sheril,my new classmate came up to me and ask for my number and i wouldn't want to be sombong so i said.."sheril,you give me your number and maybe in the evening i'll contact you kay?"...sooo,she did gave me her number and it was fun talking to her coz she's taking the same bus as me...she said that she really admire me and she thinks that im hawt..*sheril..admitted to me..(: keep it up..* Then i had to go,well supposingly my GF is going to get angry at me for asking her..well i'm not at wrong,i only asked for her number but i'll not call her...i just want peoples to see me as a friendly type of person!!thats all!!..and for your infromation..Sheril is a malay girl..not chinese!!..

AND FINALLY its my THIRD ANNIVERSARY with switheart and its really cool...i lurve her alot!!Well she's pretty,cute and is fun to be around with...(: <3...luv ya sayang!!..and will always be loving her...

still with Hidayah..<3..

2007-01-17T14:54:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL!!!....

soo today was abit fun..it was cool really..urrm let's see,well 6am in the morning switheart woke me up and yea..i just read the message and goes back to bed..*hehe..tanx switheart..but need to try harder larhh*..and yea at school it was really stressful and relaxing at the same time,its like after some stressful attempts on the math question the next period is just relaxing because the teacher didn't come to school...*Mr Wee!!!...knaper larh kau tak dtg skolah!!??*...uurmm so okayy all my classmate is being friendly with me these past few days and its rocking out!!..(:

Well after reccess the principal called my name out and i was like "wtf,no need to say out my name so loud larhh..3 times seyy"...i was soo shy..i hate it when that happens,its like when you stand up everybody would probably stare at you and your outfit...gggrr,but nvm..(: soo the principal called me because i had to see the counsellor...and i was just like..ermm okayy,so i did visit the counsellor and i thought i was in TROUBLE but well..you know..im a good kid...*pat myself*...(: soo yea i wasn't in trouble but the counsellor just ADORE meee!!!...he said that im handsome and i have a very cool smile and i have a nice skin colour...well my job is just to say thank you..and she told me that i've changed alot since i was sec 1...(: and soo yeaa...counselling rox!!!...

uurmm..after school i had to see Mrs Chong..coz im totally lost in mathematics but i need to at least improve a little bit..well you will always succeed if you hadn't stop halfway..(: and uurmm...well i went out of school at about 2:45 pm and reach home 15 minutes later and straight home i wash my feet and just update my super duper blog!!...<3

still with Hidayah and will always be with her..<3..

2007-01-16T17:33:00.000+08:00

MAT REP VS PUNKSTER

Hello there readers..(: urmm well i hope you all have read what my title,well must be interesting..and the most interesting part is that it happened during 16 january at about 4:15pm and yea..it DID NOT have an happy ending to it. (:

its 3 sumthing and i have to meet that someone and he might be dangerous so i decided to call for 'backup'..i waited in my home until that someone arrives,while waiting urmm i got a surprise call..*i lurve surprise call*...it was from switheart (: ...well the conversation was abit fun and interesting..i wish she could do that often..soooo back to the story i was about to tell you,well after about urmm 15 minutes talking to her i got an information about the dude im meeting so i stop the conversation there..i put down my phone and put on my cap...soo i walk slowly..well there's no need to rush..during the meeting some mat reps tries to get our attention and when we look at them..they will make stewpid faces...soo..guess what did i do,i stop the meeting and give the signals to my 'backup' and so my backup came towards me..i bring them further abit from the mat reps so after discussing some stuff...i talk to the mat reps and yea..i was not with my group...so it was like one on five and so while trying to solve things out i notice that they tried to act gangster and they raise up their voice on me.. so i lose my temper and i grab this one mat rep shirt tightly and bring him closer...i said using my warning voice..i told him that it is not neccesary to raise up your voice..well this is what exactly i said..

muzhafar:"hey kat sini tak payah nak besar2 kan suare arhh..suare kalau sedap takper.."

uurmm..the next thing i know is that i let go that dude and the rest started beating me up and so as all humans do,we fight back larhh..my punkster friends went in the gang fight too...we beat each of the mat rep till we are satisfied...well THE REASON MY GROUP WINS is because they use their hands to beat us up but we use our legs to kick them up..*muahahahah* soo after one of the mat rep get hit on the face by one of my friends..the rest retreat but one of them actually FAINTED in front of us!!!...*kater jerr mat reps...merepek arhh*..sooo well the next humans would do is just to step bodoh...(:

And the dude i was meeting earlier ran away into the nearest carpark..i saw it with my two bare eyes...hahahahahahah..well thats all interesting about my life..(: ONCE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE..

And yesh!!...the word of the day is 'interesting'...(:

still with Hidayah..<3..

2007-01-15T08:26:00.000+08:00

(: i am now going to be officially 3rd sergent Muhammad Muzhafar...uurmm the preview of the spec course would be this...

The night is cold and the roads are wet causing it to reflect light and create a beautiful scenery.I walked along the pathment looking towards my direction,my both hands are ready for some immediate actions,all i could hear is my boots knocking on the floor and the crickets.

I looked at my M-16 Rifle Gun and it weights for like 3 kg...i hold the rifle firmly on to my both hands,as i look out on the road,i can see a few squirrel crossing here and there..i was alone on that pathway..i looked left and i saw this beautiful trees..the trees were wet and the rain drops fall of from the leaves like crystal ball...i admire the view for awhile...and so i move on..walking on the wet street,a few cars pass-by...i was up on the hill...i went to a nice guarding post up there where i could see the whole area..it was amazing,the clouds were red in colour and the roads were filled with water and it looks like someone left gold spattering on the floor...it was cold that night so i decided to sit on a stool..i was missing that someone lately..so this is my opportunity to contact her,well i sms-ed her and we did talked for awhile..it was fun..soo after all that typing..i had to go,so i went out of the guard post and take a deep breath..walking down hill on a slow pace i did have time to write 'her' a long msg..(: well i was a bit bored at that time..(:

The rest of the time i just walked around the buildings and sometimes i think about my 'moments' and so..yea thats how it goes...nothing interesting happened and thats all...BUT!!..there is this ONE particular time where i met that something...but its not for the weak-hearted peoples..soo i do not wish to post it here...

sorry and thank you..(:...

still with Hidayah..<3..

2007-01-04T15:19:00.000+08:00

Second day of school..well,it was definately awesome and wicked!!..i got to be in the same class as my best friend Hariz..and being in sec3's rox!..especially my classmates,they are all getting together now..making jokes,talk and prank on each other..haha the pranks!!!..

Okay so basically all the subject is the chill-back kind of teachers and my MOST FAVOURITE subject would be PHYSICS!!..wow!..well my reason for liking that subject is because my form teacher is teaching it..which is Mr Wee,yay!!..his way of teaching is sooo freaking unique and funny..i always thought that DM's are all the type which is fierceful to others..but oh well,as peoples say "you can't judge the book by its cover" an well for this situation it means that even though they are DM's they each have different personalties and Mr Wee looks fierce but he's a freaking funny teacher!!.. its like ALL the words he said is ALL jokes!!!...hahaha,did i mention that he rox and he's funny?..yerp i did..its like he make physics sounds fun and its fun!!..kewl isn't it..yea i know..

i want Mr Wee to be my teacher forever!!!!!!!.....(not going to forget him forever)..

Okay soo what happened in the class...well all my classmates is impress by the way i dress..they admit it to me arhh...well i have a nice medium length hair which is slightly brown and i wore my shirt properly and they also notice my shoe which is 'Jeremy wray ADIO'...cool huh?..all the mats were so impress of me that they stop calling me names and disturb me..yay school is fun after all!!...
So Shahida is kinda cool and she is very friendly..in fact TOO friendly,she tuck in suffian shirt and she help me pack my bag during mother tongue coz i was with teacher..soo im busy..uurmm but sometimes she can also be a bit defensive..yea..

Thank You Shahida for packing my back earlier...(: (i want to be with you but too bad..i already got one and i lurve her..) (:

uurmm well the last period was physics..soo we didn't do anything else except for LAUGHing..hehe and when the bell rang(means that we can go home already larhh)..when the bell rang,one of our classmate was sleeping soundly and Mr Wee suggest that if he wants to sleep then go ahead...soo our class all line up outside QUIETLY...*haha can't stop laughing*...We all leave him alone in the classroom and it was Mr Wee IDEA!!..hahaha i told you readers he's very funny..!! and the bad news is that i don't what happen to him now..*sigh*..(: but im happy..(:

still with Hidayah..<3..

2007-01-03T17:17:00.000+08:00

first day of school.uurrmm well overall it could be called fun...coz im wearing long pants!!..muahaha sec3 tau..i can be proud of myself now,ugh..first day of school and i get caught by the principle because my hair was too long,so i had to get it cut..*i've just had my haircut last week!!*..AND i was also caught for having coloured hair,for your info..I DIDN"T COLOUR MY HAIR!!..what the hell,the first two period my class was a bit blur..we didn't know where to go soo we were all like split up and go anywhere we want..then one of our classmate get called by the teachers and the rest of us had to go there to..coz we're as one class..(:

But im a bit nervous..coz both my form teachers are the DM's!!!!!!!!...but i only like one DM which is Mr Wee..*he is an understanding guy!!*...uurmm soo far my subjects teachers are all the boring and not popular type of teacher..ggrr,i want my old teachers back..mish them all...well we didn't even study one book earlier..it was all chill back kind of class...and my class has another new minah..she's a malay girl,same height as me and her name is Shahida..uurmm kinda a friendly person but well..her mouth just can't keep shut..!!...during english lesson she sat beside me and that time i was talking to my other friend.soo i didn't realise her sitting there..then i forgot what happened but then my friend,her and me start talking..well she ask me about skateboarding..which i lurve talking about it..soo i don't mind talking to her..she said she's a minah skaterz but oh well..maybe its true maybe its not...then she told my friend(Suffian)...she told suffian that Soleha(one of our classmates)...likes him alot,i was like ah!..i can't believe it...soo i just said to suffian that what are we going to do about it..soo he said he already have a GF soo its useless to think of soleha..then suddenly,we talk about our stead!!!..haha,well she is kinda an open-minded kind of person...soo we talk and talk..well im taken and Suffian is taken but Shahida is single..*muahaha..*...well the rest was soo typical...

The boys call me skaters..and the girls call me playboy soo yea..whatever they want to call me just go ahead,im not that serious about it..soo yea whatever...i guess im going to stop here now,Njoy my song!!..buh-bye

still with Hidayah..<3..

2007-01-01T10:01:00.000+08:00

*sigh*....yesterday was quite cool during the morning and evening,But as time goes by its already night and i wanted to call switheart coz i mish her...but then i don't what happened that make my tears roll down my cheeks,its been really hard saying words and hearing them...it make me feel like as if im useless..its like im not being nice to her and i feel like leaving her alone..but she rejected...because of eating too much chocolates i become more hyper and i don't even freaking care about what others feel about it,you all haters can hate me if you want to..i don't care,i have no right to stop you..im not your damn mouth..im just a stranger to you..soo you think that it will hurt me by saying things behind my back..dream on losers!!..i cried yesterday night..

current mood:miserable muzhafar..

After i put down the phone at at around 12...i walked to bed with a hurtful feelings,tears drop on the floor...then i sat on my bed looking around and i said to myself.."what is my purpose in this world?..is it to hurt peoples..is it to take peoples freedom?" i took my mp3 and hope that music can help me...but its like the FIRST time music had didn't helped me..usually when there is nobody there for me..my mp3 would cheer me up..but yesterday night was different,it was soo boring...i pull my blanket and cried myself to sleep,i cried till i was asleep and i don't know what happened next...All i could remember is that i dreamed about switheart..i really don't want her to go..and i've regretted doing all the hurtful things to her,i love her as much i could ever love that somebody...i dreamt that one day,she will forgive all my sins and will always be with me and our life is full of joy and wonders...its really fun...i got to hug her and make her smile...if only you know how i feel...i woke up at 3am and notice that im still crying...i cried because i miss her for no reason,there is this such feelings that i MISS her sssssssoooooo BADLY!!!!..for no reason...is she going anywhere?...But i couldn't find any answer to why i miss her...i feel like im not going to let her go..i'll be her protector and guider...i will guide her to a normal and happy life...i wish she could see me as an extraordinary person...and so far..my dream isn't fulfilled yet...thinking about all that,i suddenly could not sleep..all i can do is to miss her and say her name.. Nurul Hidayah Binte Hassan...i hug this pillow and wished that it was her,but what am i thinking...im soo childish....):

i know there is some visible changes in my life..like the way i react to problems and my physical state...i've been quite sick these past few days and i've grown taller too..i react to small problems ssooo fast that it might make it a bigger problem,i dare call myself a useless guy..coz i feel like it...

current mood:trying to think positively mood...

still with Hidayah..<3..

2006-12-31T17:35:00.000+08:00

hiey...DEAR!! im more a genius than you..hehe bukan nak hiner tapi dah proud of it perr...(:

ugh!!..my IQ is 132 but i can't prove it to you!!!...its seriously 132 believe me!!!....i don't why but suddenly the code just broke..soo it cannot show it...darn...):

urm urm...there is about 4 more days till school re-open!!!...ugh,here comes the school life again..But i guess the first few weeks would be awesome..we get to see some visible changes on us and our friends..miss them all!! ...

still with Hidayah..<3..

Hari Raya Haji...(:

2006-12-31T14:06:00.000+08:00

hiey!!..(: Well right now there is like a lot of peoples around here,well around me that is..i just would like to dedicate this post to all those muslims out there...slamat Hari Raya Haji..uurmm,well the environment is like soo kecoh..its like everyone is talking except for me,i've been quiet since they came into the house..its like there's nothing to talk to..soo just kept quiet and Mind My Own Business...ouuh soo okay..ugh!..soo hungry..but the guest ate them all up..gggrr takper takperr...uurmmm so lately i've been not well,i've been coughing blood unexpectedly and ugh it doesn't taste good..but well i think im sick soo its okaylarhh..

thats all for today,there is nothing to write for now..i'll be changing my song weekly!!...Raiihan rules my music world!!!

still with Hidayah..<3..

2006-12-29T09:17:00.000+08:00

hiey..(: uurmm soo i decided to change my song now..soo anyone who didn't get the chance to listen to the previous song...well im soo sorry but you all can hear it one more time if you want to,just tag me saying that you want to listen to it one more time..yea thats all...(:

Sooo today is Friday..uurmm have no idea what to do today...AAHH!!..wait,i just remembered i need to call dear at 8:30am..but its already late now...darn!...

soo my purpose of posting a new post is becoz....i've got some issues to discuss with you all,well lets talk about our younger kids nowadays...they are becoming a maniac!!..they learn all the GANGSTER songs and sing them in public and act as if they are big enough to bully us!!...they wear 'Power Ranger earings'...well its a sticker but they paste it on their ears!!...whats up with that!!..and sooooo far,all of these kids come from singapore *duuhh* and is the malay kids!! *what*!!!...why are they being like this?...we as brothers and sisters need to show them good example but then we have to sacrifice a bit!...is that fair to you readers out there...STEWPID RITE!!??

Maybe its true larhh that they learned it from the latest technology and latest friends...gggrrr but they do have to keep in mind that whatever they do...they still have to respect the elderly!!

ergh!!..talking about younger kids make me 'drowsy-er'....learnt that from switheart and umm her dictionary...

sssooo okay,its OFFICIALLY true..im not changing into a jiwang person..i've heard all the jiwang songs and umm..its totally not my type of music or style...its just to..urrmm jiwangster and my type of song is like..umm punk-rock or alternative songs..but jiwang...bbbrrr not going to be me...BUT i do respect the jiwangs peoples!!....p.s i am not abusing any jiwangster out there,im just writing this to inform you guys out there..no need to argue about this,i've no intention to hurt any jiwangster out there..soo if you are feeling hurt..im really sorry..(:

still with Hidayah..<3..

2006-12-28T08:57:00.000+08:00

HIE!!...its been a long time since i type my story in this blog..how are you all?..fine?..well as long as i know,my switheart always sneeze during the morning because she's cold...*mandi larhh air panas*..hehe

soo the preview of the spec course...ummm well lets not talk about it because its not for the weak-hearted peoples,soo for those who still want to know what happened give me a call..its 626266**...figure it out yourself larhh...!!!

uuumm..well i don't know if you all have heard of the "smoke machine remix kuda kepang"...well if you didn't get the chance to listen to it or know it..well i will introduce it to you...(dear,i told you the different story..coz i was a bit drowsy..im soo sorry)

this particular song was created somewhere before exams by Dzul rabujalil...he is one of my frens other friends...soo erm just understand it...well the song is not a story written by him but its just a combination of the techno song 'smoke machine' and a tribal song 'kuda kepang'...some say its irritating but others say its kinda cool...well how about you??...uurmm yea and the song which is currently playing is the song im talking about....(:

umm and as you all know i'm a bit influence with the person around me..so i tend to follow what they do and yeaa as time goes on..i am becoming a BIT jiwang !!!...okay wait..im not jiwang!!im a bit emo!!...but is it true that im changing?!!...im confusing myself!!!!!!!!!!!!....bye bye!!!...hey wait!! don't go yet..im bored,there is nobody who i could call...lalala and im still sick..ugh!...but nvm..i shouldn't take up most of your time soo..bye bye..(:

still with Hidayah..<3..

1 week..

2006-12-25T08:51:00.000+08:00

So .. this is nort Muzhafar , its Hidayah..

he wouldnt be able to update his blog for 1 week ))': dued to his Spec Course..
Ermm.. pratically that's just what i wanna say ..

hee-da-yahh ..

went out today..

2006-12-21T08:41:00.000+08:00

hello there readers..(: umm Okay soo yesterday i went out with Dear and my AdekAngkat want to have a double date on that day..its like Muzhafar with Hidayah and Hazrul with Nurul..soo i was out of mind then i decided to ask dear about it..umm i forgot what she answered but after a few moments we forgot all about it..*how clever are we?*..Then as you all know i hate BANGLAS!!!...they took my handphone without permission seyy!!...stewpid banglasss!!!..But nevermind,you know whats more greater?My so called beloved brother SAW it..but he IGNORE about it and yea he KEEP ON SKATING!!!!!!!!!...ergh!..stewpid brother!!

so current handphone status:STOLEN!!!

Okay back to the yesterday...i came out of the MRT soo bored and i saw dear walking quite a far distance from me*i wanted to scare her but NVM*...soo i was like looking dear walk from the back and i notice that the way she walk is like she is not used to the environment and struggling to get used to it...*hahahaha*..you know that kind of walk..
soo i sat beside her not knowing what to expect,well i was the one that make up topics!!she only answered them...(: well then the MRT arrived at the station and we board the train..it was a very interesting ride from ang mo kio to city hall..well at first this nyonya went straight at me and asked me question whether this train will reached to tampines or not..soo i just say yes and the nyonya kept talking to me to how she would get lost and all...and her face was all smiling with excitement!!..jeez,maybe she is happy to see me?..so we went to Vivo City and i need to go to the toilet to freshen up..well after going to the toilet i saw FADILAH...ggrr im trying to avoid her but dear kept on looking at her..she was like "itu eh dier yang pakai baju puma?"..i was like yeaa..then we sped off to the escalator (: soo first of all we weren't hungry so we decided to just walk around and enjoy the scenery..but well we did walked around but our scenery was just some bunch of heavy cargo...*hahahaha..how nice is that?*..and okay before that we went to the pet store..the dogs there were sooo freaking adorable!!!...i feel like squeezing them out!!!
But wait..i have to control my behaviour..

So we walked for a while and it was kinda boring there..and finally we make up our mind to go to esplanade..So at there we decided to write a wish on this wishy ball..her wish is 'world peace' and mine is 'to be with dear for eternity'..*but with beautiful designs*..Then after we were feeling hungry soo we decided to go and eat at..well it was actually 'burger king' but choosing what burger to eat was soo freaking hard!!..then someone ask me to donate to to them again!!..soo i just said "i love you" and she smiled and walked away..haha wait,i didn't said that!!..i said "no tanx,im not a part of them"...HEY!! wait!!..i didn't said that..i said "nvm,i don't have any pen"

well..its for you to decide which one is true (: ...But the most unforgettable moment is that there is this one aunty in the bus who falls really bad when the bus driver sped off,she actually nearly kissed the floor with the plastic bags around her!!..and..Dear collected alot of BUGS around her!!!..*ITS TRUE!!!*..well
she collected beetle on her back and two ants on her hair..!!..*kakakakaka*

still with Hidayah..<3..

ah beng rap lorrhh..

2006-12-18T14:56:00.000+08:00

hie..soo today im still bored..hahaha im going to post another story then..hehe (: umm well its not a story but its a SONG i heard and so i guess i should put the lyrics here larhh..(:

Here it goes..njoy tau!!!

song lyrics:...yea,here we go..ah beng and people who dye their hair,the bad colour combination make it stare..a pager on the left a handphone on the right,uses a weapon whenever they fight..people can you tell me why?..always when you see it will make you sigh,bad dressing and bad sense of style...it sure to let you go wild..

chorus:every breath you say..every move you make...every single day and your wildest dream will be somewhere near..!!!

Ah beng and Ah lians in our society and everywhere except the national library..school,the MRT high and low..hey just look out the window..eat until its only me..we might as well take over the society got to think quick..they are fast multiply

repeat chorus 2x....

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!...weewweettss,well that seem short but..wow its really hard to type it down...well you know what?Itas your turn to contribute in this music...just sing the lyrics in and rhytm you want..and make it works!!!..peace!!!

still with Hayadih..<3..

going out!!

2006-12-18T09:16:00.000+08:00

Hey there ladies and gentlemen..i would like you to keep reading my blog okay..thank you..(:

well yesterday was quite fun larhh..i went to 'singapore discovery centre' with my parents,it was really interesting seeing the robot talk..his name is 'little george' and well little george is a bit awkward,my brother ask little george a question...here is the question larhh..haha

brother:little george..what do you eat?
little george:i eat batteries..

hahaha,weird sehh the answer..soo oukayy i went to SDC and watched 3 SHOWS!!!..i lurrvvee them all,the first show is 'tour le france'..its about a bunch of bikers travelling across france without stopping for a break,then there is this outstanding biker that is willing to do anything to reach the end..but as time goes on..he failed!!..*muahahahaha*

then the second story was wicked!!..its 'adrealine rush'..about a group of skydivers that has big dreams to go beyond the man ability!!...they actually created a triangular-shaped parachute and use it right away without testing it!!!!!!!...then there is this part where they show one of the skydivers point of view..

It was freaking scary larhh!!...the camera shows the footstep of the diver..and when the diver leap off the ground,my heart sank!!...bbbbrrr..scary!!

then the next show is 'misadventure of 3d'..its about a scitentist who is trapped in the world of the second dimension and while he is trying to get out..alot of things happen!!..and it made me look down to my chair coz one of the robot came straight at me!!!!!...aaaahhh!!!!!!

Then we took some pictures!!...<3!!

wow!!..all time favourite skater meet the youngest skater in singapore..hahaha

Well im wearing the blue shirt larhh..
and thats my brother on the other side..(:

haha..my face look like i wanna puke!!
hehe..

well at least im taller than my mom larhh!!!

<3..

Well thats all for today arh!!Bye readers..and take care!!!

still with Hayadih..<3..

rap song...hehe

2006-12-15T10:01:00.000+08:00

umm hello there Nurul,raihan and Dania...(: umm guess what?..i got another new song on my blog..umm kinda funny but its a rap larhh..read it okay and umm if you want to sing it fast or slow just do it..(: let your creativeness run wild!!!

YO..i met you in vivo city minah sudah hampir mati..di sini..inilah budak zaman terkini,tengok kiri tengok kanan semua org tgh makan..di MCdonald,KFC suma budak whitley..ada jugak yang berisi tapi mereka tetap nampak berseri..biar saya ceritakan satu cerita yang ada kena mengena dengan saya...erm erm hie kawan,saya ader mataair yang berisi..berisi di PIPI..badan nyer slim tapi dier bukan budak tanglin..haha boleh dikaterkan belo tapi bukan hodoh..yea..

mmm soo i was bored but nvm..and guess what!!?.i finally pranked my switheart..hahaha i pranked until her hands were shaking...ish im soo mean!!.umm soo okay it was a fine friday night...my AdekAngkat called me late night to talked to me coz she was bored..sooo bored and guess what?..

then this kind of idea just went through my mind and i was like.."yes!!"...hehe getting excited?ahaha sooo okay well i PRANKED my SWITHEART..hahah it was wicked!!..i actually ask my adekAngkat to be my so called 'second girlfriend'..hehe and just call switheart late night to tell her about it...well at first switheart called me and she was angry at me..she just put down the phone without saying goodbye..what!!...she just make me feel worried sehh!!
I feel like dragging the prank until it was on friday..but i wasn't that evil..soo i just make it a short but scary prank!!..hahha..her hands were shaking!!!

Sorry switheart for being so mean to you..(: i promise not to do that to you anymore!!..<3

soo okay thats all for today..hey wait..Dania msged me sehh..she wants me to help prank her boyfren!!...IS IT PRANK DAY ALREADY!!!??...okay bye!!!

still with hidayah..<3..

shopping!!..

2006-12-14T09:26:00.000+08:00

hie..hie..hie..umm okay well guess what?yesterday my family and me went to johor to go shopping!!And i freaking lurrvvee shopping!!..We went to 'silver planet' to shop,the place rox larhh..there is alot of things i like in there soo i just went crazy,umm there at the Silver Planet i bought

.2 skate shoes!!
.1 customize shirt
.1 pair of skate stockings!!

hahaha...there's just soo many gorgeous shoes and shirt!..i just can't make up my mind,so okay then i bought 2 shoes..umm both of them have the same brand but different design..i bought an ADIO shoes..umm here is what the logo looks like

Nice huh?...hehe umm soo i next i bought a customize shirt which cost me 60 ringgit,but oh well its call shopping..umm soo okay if anybody wants to go shopping please ask me along!!..i would be glad to accompany you...(:

still with Hidayah..<3..