well..this is umm well kinda interesting to read..soo keep reading..

Okay soo here is the highlight..my GIRLFRIEND just said to me that im PERFECT for her!!..its like hard to believe that she actually said that,but its true and im not lieing!!..i've actually waited for her to say that since we were together and now i its just hard to believe it..no girls i've been with said that to me except for my syg rite now..try to top that boys!!..haha bluek!..soo finally after all those hard work trying to cheer her up and make her happy AND gived her love..now i get my reward,even thought its just words but for me its soooo special that i saved it..hehe i just like to save some of the most precious msg just to remind me how sweet and caring she is..and knowing that i belong to her..is amazing! i wouldn't mind being shot dead as long as Hidayah is happy...

haha...interesting..soo here's the next thing,ummm well my friend and i have taken skateboarding to a whole new level,we've broken all the records around our hometown!!..now when i skate i will sure be expecting some respect around..we've broken such record as jumping up 3 STEPS using skateboard,jumping of a distance of 2 meter from a flatland and doing fliptrick down the 7 steps in our community center..muahahaha skating rox!! and the best thing is that we're only 14 yrs old!!!....isn't that great?!!

umm okayy i've saved the first two paragraph..coz i was too busy and soo now its 8:17am in the morning and im soo feeling cool..well i don't know why i just had this weird feelings since last night...switheart and me were talking at about..umm i totally lost the time but its around 3 to 4 hrs maybe..we ended at around 1 or 2 at night..*malam buterr nyerrr*....soo we had quite a fun conversation but the situation i won't forget is when switheart actually cried coz of me..okay wait,don't get angry at me yet..she cried coz she is touched by the love i gave to her..(: *...how sweet am i!!!*..erm erm okay so at first i was soo freaking panicked,i thought that she would like it if i make her happy but then she said to me that she is starting to cry..soo i was like WWHAT!!??...i didn't expect that to come,i tried to calm her down but i don't know if its working..soo all i could do is just to calm her down by asking her soo *at that time i wish i was there with her..but i failed*... soo finally she stop crying and i was totally speechless!!...i was like "umm ah ah..urrmm"..then i kept quiet for awhile then she she said this words which i won't forget coz she said that to me all the time...(: do you wanna know the words?...hey kaypo sehh!!!...okaylahh since im quite open-minded i'll tell you...here is what she said.

Hidayah:"syg?"
muzhafar:"yerr?"
Hidayah:"i love you"..
muzhafar:*smiled* and totally forgot what i said..hehe.

uurrrmm okay i know you all think its lame..but to me its sooooooo meaningful tau!!!!..<3...soo>

still with Hidayah..<3..

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- 8:53 PM

hey there readers..how are you?well for me im always fine..okayy soo here's the latest post alright,it began at around 12:15 in the afternoon..(:

Okay soo its 11:45am i went out of my house and walked really slow,coz there is no need for a rush..okay soo on the way to the MRT station i tighten my jean with my Quiksilver belt..my jean was soo baggy..okay not that baggy but its still look big,i sat in the mrt looking around suspiciously for any 'suspicous' items..hahah i was abit crazy at that time,okay soo reached Ang Mo Kio mrt station and waited for switheart there...she told me not to be late and soo i did come extra early just to prove that im a sincere guy..(: so she sat beside me quietly without me noticing her..and when i turned i was abit shocked to see her beside me,soo i smiled..(: and soo we both waited for the mrt..it was quiet so i decided to ask her questions and she had to answer it..(ergh!..i mean hehe)..(: then the mrt came up at the station..i was too lazy to stand up at that time larh..haha for no reason,so i held my hand and she grab my hand and so we walked in the mrt like sweet couples larhh..soo we say another baby again!!this time the baby didn't look quite cute as the previous one..but its still cute then i smelled this perfume...i thought it was switheart who used them..soo i asked her and she said it wasn't her,so i was like okayy..it was the person beside her larhh...she smell soo good,kinda like hunny with cherry flavoured perfume...so went out of the station..and we both searched for the 'boot and shoes' shop coz my AdekAngkat told me to wait for her there..soo the shop is located outside of the causeway point mall but we actually went inside..hahahah soo causeway point was boring and soo we sat beside a handphone shop and just talked and talked...and just like joking around and all...then switheart lured me into her evil plan...hehe she asked me lie to my AdekAngkat that i can't meet her today coz i broke my leg due to the escalator..soo i was like "what!!"...the escalator part was my idea,hehe so i start to think.mmm.mmm..mmm...and soo i really want her to be happy and guess what?..coz i love her i lied to my AdekAngkat...hahaah..so the next thing we do is just go to the bus interchange and look for bus that go to some other fun places and as we were walking..we saw the word 'harbourfront'weets!!..its going to be a long journey there..soo we just took the bus there!!.haha*THE BUS JOURNEY WAS SOO LONG*...soo i just talked to her..my AdekAngkat call me two times but i rejected it..hehe..

So we reached vivo city and switheart was hungry,soo i followed her to where she want to go and soo all that adventure we finally ate at banquet somewhere in singapore..hahaha *harbourfront larhh* soo i decided to eat 'laksa' and switheart bought this kind of food its like..ummm look kinda like chinese food,i don't know..im not a chef!!..soo something went straight through my nose while eating and i begin to gag a little,and a little bit of flu...i got soo drowsy after that situation and soo i needed fresh air...we walked to the top of the building and sat there for awhile..the scenary was soo cool!!..i sitted there peacefully and i notice that there is alot of malay peoples there..kinda like skaterz,minah and punk..its like racial harmony.haha,okay soo we took picture using switheart handphone..abit drowsy that time but switheart comfort me really well..i really appreciate her being with me..<3..*boys..she's mine larhh!!*

So we decided to get back home after that fun time...and so i accompanied her until she reached her bus stop at home...<3..*i don't know if she appreciate it or not*..hehe

still with Hidayah..<3..

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- 8:28 AM

hieee!!!..guess what?..today is my birthday!!..isn't that great?!!well maybe for me is great but what do you guys think?..okayy soo lets start with yesterday night..

Yesterday night i talked to my adek angkat..and while talking switheart msged me saying..umm i forgot but she did tell me that she will be msging me or calling me at around 12 in the midnight,soo i was a bit nervous and happy..but mostly happy,okay then i talked to my adek angkat for awhile..its really hard talking to her coz she likes to joke around*loyar buruk*...its like teaching a parrot to talk..then we ended at about 11:30pm,soo i remembered switheart msging me saying.."have you slept?"..umm soo i answered "no",then i anxiously waited for her to msg me for 30minutes..then it was 12 in the midnight,i picked up my phone ready to answer any contact from switheart but i was soo excited that it was 12:03am..soo i was shocked,i msged her but she didn't even reply...soo i was even willing to wait for her until 12:30am and then i msged her again..by the time she didn't replied..thats when i knew that she had gone to sleep,i was a bit dissapointed but i understand that she's tired and she need a rest..so i smiled and just close my eyes.

Then i remembered waking up at around 2 something in the morning just to see that i've 4 msg and i missed call..hahahah all of them is from switheart,soo i read all her msg and i can see that she is really mad at herself and also sad,soo i msged her once saying that its okay i understand her feelings...soo she msged me all mad up at herself saying such words as "fcuk" so i was soooo worried that i didn't went to sleep...we tried to work things out,i tried comforting her but i think i've not done a good job..haish..i can feel how she is feeling at that moment but i understand that she ACCIDENTALLY did that and she relly regret her doings....SHE IS THE SWEETEST GIRL I'VE EVER BEEN WITH....sooo we smsed each other till it was 5 in the morning and i think we finally work things out..(:

Okay then today she surprised me by calling me at 9:04am..hahahahha but it was fun talking to her..then i listened to her command,she said that i should take a bath at 11am..soo i did!!im sincere you know!!!...

soo guess who is the first person who wished me happy birthday?..its my Adek Angkat!!!..i lurrvvee her!! i lurrrvveee switheart more than her!!!...okayy soo thats all for today!!!...hope you all enjoyed it...bye..<3..

still with Hidayah..<3..

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- 12:08 PM

hie there..wow its been a long time since i post the last story..well its because nowadays i am to occupied with chores and things that i do and soo i didn't even have time to show my love to switheart...but the good thing is that atleast i called her for awhile..thats the least i can do to show my love to her ....okay well i know i may not be the perfect one for her but i don't care..i just wanna make her feel good about herself,lead a happy life and make things easier for her ..haha believe it or not,i don't even know what is her feels towards me right now..hahahha..i love her sooo much!!

Okay well yesterday is the only day i remembered..hahaha,okay woke up in the morning and do nothing fun,just watching t.v,ate the breakfast and bath....my family and i ate our breakfast together and while eating my brother was talking about the monopoly strategies,soo we got all excited and we decided to play the game..hahah it took hours to end the game!!!..at around1pm my family decided to go to Youth Park to check out our skills at the skatepark there,soo i get changed first and straight away went out and waited for my parents under the void deck,then while waiting,Fadilah msged me and we talked for awhile..then it ended exactly at the point where my mum had called my name..well shouted my name coz i was at the opposite block..hahah,okay so we reached the Somerset Skatepark at around 3:01pm and we went there to see that there was nobody around!!..hahahah..yea so my brother and i skate and skate and skate and skate till it was 7:30pm hahahahhaahah....5 hrs of skating!!!!

Okay then we took the MRT to go home and on the way home guess what?Fadilah msged me again..hahhaha its like she msged me more than my switheart...!! soo we talked for awhile,then i forgot what happened but i remembered taking a bath and decided to call switheart..coz i miss her sooo much you know!!!..well at that time i was having a fever soo it doesn't really matter anyway..soo we talked and talked for awhile and yea and thats the end of my story..after that long hard and tiring day i deserve a good night sleep...bye...

still with Hidayah..<3..

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- 8:30 AM