I'm posting here all alone in my house once again coz my brother went to school for Dikirbarat .. I have no plans for today but i'm looking forward to met sweetheart on monday to study together. (:

The 'Little green frogs' is going to study together larhhs..

Today i feel like skating again but i have this feeling that it would probably RAIN again..

And guess what?.. ONLY two more weeks and it's my 8 months anniversary with Nurul Hidayah Binte Hassan.

Is that awesome or what?. I'm going to be her longest and most beloved boyfriend ever siaa. <3..

Ouh, and guess what?.. Yesterday i watch a video at youtube about a lion roaring out the name 'Allah'.. It isn't scary at all but somehow sweetheart make it sound scary arhh. hahha. I like it when she's afraid for A reason which you readers would need to find out to know what. (:

And remember the last time i met sweetheart?.. On the way home i bought a drink called 'Snapple' and that drink was soo awesomely good larhh and now i've fallen in love with that drink and i even keep the bottles for SMELLING purposes. The scent is still there after you've drank it and it's a really nice scent ya know..

And BELIEVE IT OR NOT.. I got FIVE bottles of these drink >>>

And i use it for drinking and after that is for smelling. hahahaha. I lurve the smell of the bottle on the extreme left coz it smells like the perfume which the girls usually use. (:

Okay okayy, i know that i'm hardcore.. Stop it alright. (:

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- 8:18 AM

Woahh, The post that i've posted yesterday was actually my ONE HUNDRED POSTS... I didn't realise it at first larhh but oh well. nevermind.

The time now is 9:02am and i'm feeling bored as usual.. I feel like going out again but i suddenly don't have the mood to do so. I've been keeping quiet these past few days, It's nothing personal alright.. It's just that i NEED SOMETIME ALONE.. Just to stay calm and peace for a few days wouldn't hurt right?. I'm just thinking about my future and my past.
I'm lost!!. I don't know what i wanna be when i grow up.. i'm such a loser siaa.
Im feeling down right now and i don't know what to do. I know that i can count on sweetheart to cheer me up but i don't know what's my feeling now!!.. Maybe it's a combination of SADNESS, JEALOUSY, CONFUSED and HOPELESS .. Walao!!. I don't feel like talking to anyone right now urhh.

( Muzhafar was just sharing his feelings to you.)


BUAI.................................................................

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- 8:59 AM

So today is also the most boring-est day of my entire june holiday.. I've got nothing better to do at home except for listening to music, Working out and playing computer..

Okayy, right now i'm talking to my 'ex adek angkat' ... Well, I've seen the changes in her. I mean like in the way she talk larhh.
Guess what!!?. She's actually not talking to me at all!!. Right now, she's like singing and totally ignoring me siaa.

Okay moving on.


OOUHH!!.. And i forgot to tell you readers something. Is it just me or not becoz i'm feeling literally hot since last week and it's making me sweat and i hate it siaa!.
I have this feeling that the OZONE LAYER in getting thinner due to the burning of trees and stuffs.!.. COMMENT on this plzz!.

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- 3:02 PM

today is sooo boring!!.. Stayed at home from yesterday till today!.. I wanna go out and skate but i'm to lazy to do so.
Ergh, gotta do something tommorow!!.. Okay, Now i'm staring at the picture that my sweetheart and me took yesterday. I think she like and i like it too. I mean the picture is just soo awesome.. Looks like peace and calm and LOVE.

Okayy hunny, try this.. Look at the picture while listening to some jiwang music. I did that and my tears suddenly came out for no reason. It's like, all the the good times we had suddenly came back to our mind and we began to appreciate each other more and so on... It's amazing tau..

TRY IT KAE and see if it works on you too. PEACE!!!

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- 6:09 PM

Okay, today was kinda like an interesting day for me coz i juggle between relationship and time.. At first, I promise to sweetheart that i would meet her on tuesday and well i did larhh but the sad thing is that my mum says NO at the final moment when i'm ready to go out. So at first i felt angry at her larhh but i know that it's my fault but i just don't know how to opologise to her.. ):


I also promise her that i wouldn't be late and yeaa.. I kept that promise truthfully and sincerely. Muzhafar is soo loyal to his girlfriend. Waited for my switheart at the Yishun MRT for THIRTY LONG GRUELING MINUTES!!!.. But nevermind, As long as i get to meet her then it's fine with me. <3> lurve her alot!!.

So the journey was like going around singapore 2 rounds!!.. We took this bus that has some weird busstops, We took two DIFFERENT bus that goes to the same route!!!. Nice right?. I mean like, we kinda like camwhore in the bus and i hope that she's happy about it. We took some belo and hawt pictures but mostly the belo pictures is our trademark..

UUrrmm, i'm too lazy to write anymore but just to let you guys know. Being in my shoe is not fun, You need to decide things properly but the BAD thing is that you'll surely hurt someone's feeling no matter what desicion you make. How long should my life go on like this? I'm sick of it. I don't know whether my mum forgive me for shouting at her earlier!!!!!...

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- 9:41 PM

Sorry coz i haven't been updating my blog lately.. My computer has gone gaga for some reason larhh soo PLZZ peoples, Do stay contact with me and TAG my freaking tagboard larhh.

I miss the olden days when you guys just seem to enjoy my blog and tag it alot of times siaa.
Well nevermind larhh. Even my own 7 MONTHS gerlfren wouldn't tag my blog.. HAhah, DON"T take it to your heart alright?.

A few days ago, I wrote a message to sweetheart that made her cry for some reason... Well honestly, I didn't have the intention to make her cry coz i thought those message meant nothing to her and i wrote that just for fun arrhh. Okay here is how the message goes. Let me just tweak it abit alright.


One night, a boy and a girl decided to watch a movie at night to celebrate their 2 years of anniversary. After watching the show, The boy took the girl to a private place to tell her how much he loves her soo much but on the way there, They suddenly felt different about each other but the boy kept his promise which is to love her girl forever. Before reaching their destination, The girl finally confess that she doesn't have the same feelings towards the boy. Before the girl could say any more words the boy reached out into his pocket and gave the girl a letter. The girl told the boy that she doesn't love him anymore and she would like to move on.
Out of nowhere comes a drunken driver, The car swerve around and hit the boy causing both of them to die. The girl who saw the terrifying accident were so shaken up that the letter she was holding just flip open.

The letter clearly wrote this : " Without your love i would die.. I promise to love you forever and i kept my promise till my last breath. You promise to me that death would do us apart. Did you keep that promise faithfully?."

Tears roll down on the girl cheek and without hesitation, The girl committed suicide just to break their relationship..
So there you go, A story about a couple who is totally sincere with each other even though they both felt different about each other..

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- 7:33 AM