Second day of school..well,it was definately awesome and wicked!!..i got to be in the same class as my best friend Hariz..and being in sec3's rox!..especially my classmates,they are all getting together now..making jokes,talk and prank on each other..haha the pranks!!!..

Okay so basically all the subject is the chill-back kind of teachers and my MOST FAVOURITE subject would be PHYSICS!!..wow!..well my reason for liking that subject is because my form teacher is teaching it..which is Mr Wee,yay!!..his way of teaching is sooo freaking unique and funny..i always thought that DM's are all the type which is fierceful to others..but oh well,as peoples say "you can't judge the book by its cover" an well for this situation it means that even though they are DM's they each have different personalties and Mr Wee looks fierce but he's a freaking funny teacher!!.. its like ALL the words he said is ALL jokes!!!...hahaha,did i mention that he rox and he's funny?..yerp i did..its like he make physics sounds fun and its fun!!..kewl isn't it..yea i know..

i want Mr Wee to be my teacher forever!!!!!!!.....(not going to forget him forever)..

Okay soo what happened in the class...well all my classmates is impress by the way i dress..they admit it to me arhh...well i have a nice medium length hair which is slightly brown and i wore my shirt properly and they also notice my shoe which is 'Jeremy wray ADIO'...cool huh?..all the mats were so impress of me that they stop calling me names and disturb me..yay school is fun after all!!...
So Shahida is kinda cool and she is very friendly..in fact TOO friendly,she tuck in suffian shirt and she help me pack my bag during mother tongue coz i was with teacher..soo im busy..uurmm but sometimes she can also be a bit defensive..yea..

Thank You Shahida for packing my back earlier...(: (i want to be with you but too bad..i already got one and i lurve her..) (:


uurmm well the last period was physics..soo we didn't do anything else except for LAUGHing..hehe and when the bell rang(means that we can go home already larhh)..when the bell rang,one of our classmate was sleeping soundly and Mr Wee suggest that if he wants to sleep then go ahead...soo our class all line up outside QUIETLY...*haha can't stop laughing*...We all leave him alone in the classroom and it was Mr Wee IDEA!!..hahaha i told you readers he's very funny..!! and the bad news is that i don't what happen to him now..*sigh*..(: but im happy..(:

still with Hidayah..<3..

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- 3:19 PM

first day of school.uurrmm well overall it could be called fun...coz im wearing long pants!!..muahaha sec3 tau..i can be proud of myself now,ugh..first day of school and i get caught by the principle because my hair was too long,so i had to get it cut..*i've just had my haircut last week!!*..AND i was also caught for having coloured hair,for your info..I DIDN"T COLOUR MY HAIR!!..what the hell,the first two period my class was a bit blur..we didn't know where to go soo we were all like split up and go anywhere we want..then one of our classmate get called by the teachers and the rest of us had to go there to..coz we're as one class..(:

But im a bit nervous..coz both my form teachers are the DM's!!!!!!!!...but i only like one DM which is Mr Wee..*he is an understanding guy!!*...uurmm soo far my subjects teachers are all the boring and not popular type of teacher..ggrr,i want my old teachers back..mish them all...well we didn't even study one book earlier..it was all chill back kind of class...and my class has another new minah..she's a malay girl,same height as me and her name is Shahida..uurmm kinda a friendly person but well..her mouth just can't keep shut..!!...during english lesson she sat beside me and that time i was talking to my other friend.soo i didn't realise her sitting there..then i forgot what happened but then my friend,her and me start talking..well she ask me about skateboarding..which i lurve talking about it..soo i don't mind talking to her..she said she's a minah skaterz but oh well..maybe its true maybe its not...then she told my friend(Suffian)...she told suffian that Soleha(one of our classmates)...likes him alot,i was like ah!..i can't believe it...soo i just said to suffian that what are we going to do about it..soo he said he already have a GF soo its useless to think of soleha..then suddenly,we talk about our stead!!!..haha,well she is kinda an open-minded kind of person...soo we talk and talk..well im taken and Suffian is taken but Shahida is single..*muahaha..*...well the rest was soo typical...

The boys call me skaters..and the girls call me playboy soo yea..whatever they want to call me just go ahead,im not that serious about it..soo yea whatever...i guess im going to stop here now,Njoy my song!!..buh-bye

still with Hidayah..<3..

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- 5:17 PM

*sigh*....yesterday was quite cool during the morning and evening,But as time goes by its already night and i wanted to call switheart coz i mish her...but then i don't what happened that make my tears roll down my cheeks,its been really hard saying words and hearing them...it make me feel like as if im useless..its like im not being nice to her and i feel like leaving her alone..but she rejected...because of eating too much chocolates i become more hyper and i don't even freaking care about what others feel about it,you all haters can hate me if you want to..i don't care,i have no right to stop you..im not your damn mouth..im just a stranger to you..soo you think that it will hurt me by saying things behind my back..dream on losers!!..i cried yesterday night..

current mood:miserable muzhafar..

After i put down the phone at at around 12...i walked to bed with a hurtful feelings,tears drop on the floor...then i sat on my bed looking around and i said to myself.."what is my purpose in this world?..is it to hurt peoples..is it to take peoples freedom?" i took my mp3 and hope that music can help me...but its like the FIRST time music had didn't helped me..usually when there is nobody there for me..my mp3 would cheer me up..but yesterday night was different,it was soo boring...i pull my blanket and cried myself to sleep,i cried till i was asleep and i don't know what happened next...All i could remember is that i dreamed about switheart..i really don't want her to go..and i've regretted doing all the hurtful things to her,i love her as much i could ever love that somebody...i dreamt that one day,she will forgive all my sins and will always be with me and our life is full of joy and wonders...its really fun...i got to hug her and make her smile...if only you know how i feel...i woke up at 3am and notice that im still crying...i cried because i miss her for no reason,there is this such feelings that i MISS her sssssssoooooo BADLY!!!!..for no reason...is she going anywhere?...But i couldn't find any answer to why i miss her...i feel like im not going to let her go..i'll be her protector and guider...i will guide her to a normal and happy life...i wish she could see me as an extraordinary person...and so far..my dream isn't fulfilled yet...thinking about all that,i suddenly could not sleep..all i can do is to miss her and say her name.. Nurul Hidayah Binte Hassan...i hug this pillow and wished that it was her,but what am i thinking...im soo childish....):

i know there is some visible changes in my life..like the way i react to problems and my physical state...i've been quite sick these past few days and i've grown taller too..i react to small problems ssooo fast that it might make it a bigger problem,i dare call myself a useless guy..coz i feel like it...

current mood:trying to think positively mood...

still with Hidayah..<3..

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- 10:01 AM

hiey...DEAR!! im more a genius than you..hehe bukan nak hiner tapi dah proud of it perr...(:



ugh!!..my IQ is 132 but i can't prove it to you!!!...its seriously 132 believe me!!!....i don't why but suddenly the code just broke..soo it cannot show it...darn...):


urm urm...there is about 4 more days till school re-open!!!...ugh,here comes the school life again..But i guess the first few weeks would be awesome..we get to see some visible changes on us and our friends..miss them all!! ...

still with Hidayah..<3..

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- 5:35 PM

hiey!!..(: Well right now there is like a lot of peoples around here,well around me that is..i just would like to dedicate this post to all those muslims out there...slamat Hari Raya Haji..uurmm,well the environment is like soo kecoh..its like everyone is talking except for me,i've been quiet since they came into the house..its like there's nothing to talk to..soo just kept quiet and Mind My Own Business...ouuh soo okay..ugh!..soo hungry..but the guest ate them all up..gggrr takper takperr...uurmmm so lately i've been not well,i've been coughing blood unexpectedly and ugh it doesn't taste good..but well i think im sick soo its okaylarhh..

thats all for today,there is nothing to write for now..i'll be changing my song weekly!!...Raiihan rules my music world!!!

still with Hidayah..<3..

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- 2:06 PM