I want to meet huney today and give her a surprise but due to some problems i'm having.. I can't larhh. I've told her about it and she understood my situation. (: Tanx switheart.. <3..

And here' the picture of the present i wanted to give to switheart.. >>

The reason i'm showing it here is becoz i've told her about the surprise which im going to give her larhh, So it doesn't make a difference now.

Wow, all i need to do to make my life BETTER is just to not go out for 2 weeks. *but seriously speaking, i miss her since the last time we said "goodbye" *

The problem.. Only switheart and me knows about it coz its personal larhhx.


I don't know what to update anymore but here's the lyric to the song in my blog..


Wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you


[Chorus]Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry(Oh no)
So this is goodbye


[Breakdown]I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..

[Bridge]I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you and I...and so this is goodbye


[Chorus 1 + 2]Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,It even makes a difference to tryAnd you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry(Oh no)
So this is goodbyeSo this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)(Oh no)

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